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*minghao*


it was almost nine in the evening when i parked my car once i had got back to our dorm. jeonghan hyung's call just ended the moment he heard that i was here already. he was always been this worried though i told him not to because i know he needs to focus on his studies too. gusto nya talagang inuuna yung ibang tao kesa sarili nya e. i went out of my car and locked it before going to the lobby. i noticed that the guards arent on their usual spots.


the moment i took three steps towards to the staircase when i got halted upon hearing someone had called my name from behind me. i knew who it belongs to that made my grip on the strap of my bag tightened. i know to myself that i should face him, that i need to tell him what had happened today, i need to let him aware about me and junhui. . but i never knew that it'll be this early. i wasnt ready to face him yet because i dont know what would i say nor what where would i start.


i had already planned it while i was making my way back here, and to tell you, i was trying to sort out the thoughts in my mind para mabilis ko lang masabi sakanya yung dapat kong sabihin. . but i wasnt expecting na ngayon yun mangyayari. na ngayon ko sasabihin. i swallowed hard and blinked thrice before slowly turning my head along with my body to face him. to face the man whom i gave a second chance but ended up getting nothing in return.


he stood up from his sitting position there on the bench at the side the moment i turned around to face him. it seemed like he was waiting for me to come back since he would've been sitting there if he wasnt. he was still wearing his formal attire since he told me earlier that he needs to take responsibility of his fathers absence on their company and they ran some meetings. i tried so hard not to part my gaze from him despite of how the thoughts was devouring me from the inside.


a small smile crept into his face. "im so happy for you. . you're finally getting the things you wanted and the things you dreamed of that i regretted not giving

you."


i blinked thrice. "m-ming. ."


even though he wont get it straight to the point, i know what he was referring within those words but the only thing i didnt know was that, how come does he knew about what happened today? we didnt see each other the whole day and i didnt inform him that i was going to meet junhui earlier. paano nya nalaman? dont tell me that he was there earlier and he saw us? but he didnt told me if he could fetch me at my office earlier. . or if, someone had informed him.


he took a step closer to me without parting our gaze to each other and those small smile was still flushing through his face. "ngayon ko mas narealize kung anong sinayang ko noon. . what i took for granted. . and what ive lost. bumabalik lahat sakin ngayon." he nodded as he pursed his lips. "its all coming back to me. . how useless i was as your past lover, how i couldn't give you what you deserve. . everything, minghao."


"and right now, i dont want anything but your happiness. please always be happy and carefree just like you deserve. . and please minghao, dont give everything to junhui, save some for yourself unlike what you did to me. please?"

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