(Slight TW: Unalive Mention/Implication)
Yamaguchi sat in the car watching the scenery go by outside the window. His mind flashed back to a few months ago when he had stared out a window just like this. Except back then, he had been planning to end his problems by giving up, and now he was going to end his problems by fighting back. Was it really just a few months ago he had been standing on the school rooftop, letting the September chill settle into his lungs. Yamaguchi leaned his head against the window and closed his eyes. Familiar dizziness filled his head and he braced himself for the memories.
However, the memories weren't what he expected.
He remembered the warm feeling of Hinata's hand intertwined with his own. He remembered standing underneath the sky watching the stars. He remembered kind words and big smiles. Orange hair and eyes filled to the brim with understanding. Yamaguchi's muscles relaxed and he slowly opened his eyes.
"Yama, you good you're smiling like you're in love," Yamaguchi turned to Hinata who was staring at him in a concerned way. Yamaguchi laughed and shrugged.
"I just remembered the past months and how nice it's been..." Yamaguchi's voice dipped to a whisper as their eyes met. It was almost like the world faded away and time stopped. Hinata's glistening warm hazel eyes had trapped Yamaguchi in a trance and he found it impossible to look away from them.
"We're here!" Yamaguchi and Hinata both jumped and turned to the front of the car. Yume had parked the car and was already halfway out the door. Yamaguchi turned away from Hinata in an attempt to hide the redness that was spreading across his cheeks and glanced out the window. Although, that didn't really make him feel any less nervous. He studied the small building in front of him and swallowed. Inside there was someone who could help him, someone who would help him. Yet Yamaguchi couldn't move. The stigma around going to therapy returned and his stomach cramped up in fear and anxiety.
"Hey, Yama? I'm going to be with you the entire time," Yamaguchi felt a careful touch on his shoulder and he looked back with a smile.
"Thanks, Sho...I'm ready," He said softly. Hinata grinned and opened the door. Yamaguchi carefully stepped out and unfolded his body and stretched himself to full height. Hinata followed closely and then placed his hands on his hips.
"You'll like Dr. Sato," Hinata said with sparkling eyes and a big grin.
"He gives me candy," Hinata singsonged, taking Yamaguchi's hand and leading him towards the entrance. Yume followed behind them, chuckling quietly at her son. Yamaguchi himself couldn't help but laugh at Hinata's excitement.
"You're such a child Sho," Yamaguchi teased. Hinata pouted over his shoulder.
"And you're such a meanie Yama," Hinata muttered before turning back around. Yamaguchi let out a soft laugh and then looked at the entrance.
There was no going back now.
~FIN~
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