Stargazing With You (YamaHina)

9: Hinata

(TW! Panic Attacks!)

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School passed quickly and Hinata couldn't focus on any of his classes. His mind wandering constantly to Yamaguchi. Though this failure to pay attention didn't affect him much. His teachers had stopped calling on him a long time ago. Hinata sighed and kicked the dirt. It had been about 10 minutes since school had let out and Hinata was waiting for the green-haired boy to appear. However, Yamaguchi hadn't come out of the school building. 

Hinata scanned the thinning crowd once again looking for the boy but came up with nothing. He wasn't here yet. Hinata bit his lip and started to panic. Where was his friend? Had something happened? Was he alright? His chest constricted painfully and it became increasingly hard to breathe. The tears in his eyes blurred his surroundings and his head spun. Hinata reached out for something to steady himself on. His hands met with rough stone. He clutched his shirt wishing the pain would go away. It hurt so bad, his chest constricting and his breath was sharp like a knife. 

"Shoyo, it's ok I'm here, I'm right here, calm down ok?" A soft voice filled his ears. It was low and soothing. Hinata wanted the voice to come back.

"Please keep talking," Hinata choked out. His legs gave out underneath him as pain waved over him again and again. 

"Hey, hey it's ok, focus on my voice. Ok? Ok...Shoyo, hey breathe ok, in...and out...good," Hinata did as the voice commanded and his panic fell back. Slowly, Hinata's breathing returned to normal, still shaky but steady. He closed his eyes and quickly wiped the tears away with his shaking hands but no sooner had he finished wiping his tears his hands were enveloped in warmth. Hinata opened his eyes in surprise and found Yamaguchi holding his hands carefully and looking worried. The orange-haired boy immediately perked up. 

"Yama!" He exclaimed sitting up straighter, trying hard to fight off the exhaustion. Yama smiled softly at him before pulling Hinata behind him and piggybacking him.

"Y-Yama?" Hinata asked, his heart beating fast and his face red.

"Shh, just rest Sho, ok? I know you're probably exhausted," Yama whispered grabbing Hinata's legs and walking slowly. Hinata bit his lip tempted to argue, but before he could say anything his exhaustion crashed down and he sighed letting his head drop onto Yamaguchi's shoulder. 

"Ok," He mumbled, pressing into Yamaguchi's warmth. The taller smelled like Dahlia's. Hinata liked it a lot, the smell of Yamaguchi. Hinata found it was easy to close his eyes and drift off. His panic attacks always left him exhausted and shaking. He would sit in his bed alone at night crying quietly after a panic attack. Yamaguchi's presence was wonderful though. His gentle careful touches, soft smile, and soothing voice all reminded Hinata he didn't have to go through it alone. Hinata smiled softly at the thought and finally let himself drift away. 

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