Confused

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"What just happened?" Team mumbled to himself "He likes me?" 

Team lied back on the chair as the light breeze caressed his cheeks and yet he felt the warmth of Win's hands on his skin. Team covered his eyes with his palms and groaned "Why did Hia have to confess? It was all good when I didn't know, I feel confused and awkward" Team continued mumbling

Team took a deep breath and thought to himself if he wanted that kiss, he didn't dislike Win's touch. It just felt "Ugh! What am I thinking? I was just caught up in the moment cause Hia's got such a seductive voice"

Tired from fighting his own thoughts, Team decided to get some sleep. 

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Win slugged his feet to his room and laid on the bed as he could not find any energy to change himself into something comfortable. He kept recollecting Team's shocked expression from earlier

"Would he say yes? What if he was horrified and would never talk back to him? Do I lose him as a friend as well? Was I wrong to confess to him?" Win found himself going crazy with the train of thoughts in his mind. He kept moving around and tried to sleep just to stop the thoughts as it was giving him a headache

"He didn't shrug me off though, maybe I have a chance", Win thought to himself

Win kept tossing around on his bed all night picturing being dumped or being ignored by Team and briefly imagining them as a couple. The thought of dating Team brought a smile and the happy thoughts made him relaxed and he fell asleep. 

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Team woke up tired in the morning and contemplated on whether he should take a leave from college. Team groaned and got under the blanket again. 

"Was he just mocking me?" Team started thinking again

"Moreover what does he like in me? I am not even close to being attractive as the girls who flock over him" Team felt sad at his own thoughts, he was not sure if he liked back Win but the thought that he could not be attractive to him made him sad as well. 

"Do I like Hia?", Team questioned himself

"My parents always told me it's right to be attracted to anyone despite any gender. But I never thought of Hia romantically, he was always there for me. He made me feel at home, he uplifted my mood, was a company to me when I needed. He has always been a good friend" 

"He said he liked me since the first day, so was he good to me just to get me with him" Team continued weighing the positives and negatives before he decided on anything but that was futile until he knew his feelings for sure

"Nah! He didn't kiss me when he had the chance, he respected me"

"I guess I should at least see him at the college or he might think I am ignoring him. Even if I can't accept his feelings, I do not want to lose him as a friend", with that thought Team got out of his bed and got ready for the college

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Team was at the college canteen looking for Win at his usual spot of breakfast but he couldn't find him there 

"Maybe he has an early class today. I can meet him during lunch or swimming practice"

It was already lunchtime and Team saw no sign of Win, he suddenly heard a familiar voice, call his name. He turned around and saw Pharm waving. He went to his table and saw Dean sitting next to him

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