Summer (BrightWin)

s u m m e r ; 20

Bright's

I woke up early in the morning because I have my work and have to hurry up. I stood up from my bed, went down to the stairs, and look for my mom and Dad but they are not in the house.

"Mom? Are you on the farm?" I asked on the phone but she wasn't responding. Why everyone loves to leave me alone. I wasn't in the mood for any drama today so I decided to take and shower and left the house. As I checked my phone, I saw notifications from my SNS account and realized something today

"Ah right, it's my birthday today" I muttered to myself.

Is it weird? I feel sad today and I can't explain what is the reason. I think it's not me who feels so empty when their birthday comes. My phone rang and it's a notification from the blog site.

Win Metawin Blocked you

As the day passed by, I feel like my feelings for Win slowly fading. When I see the notification, I feel nothing. I'm scared about the fact that one day when I wake up from a long sleep and saw Win, I will feel nothing and I think it's happening. I went to the garage and grabbed my bicycle and made my way into the Publishing house. I don't know what is happening to him. He didn't give me an update for months and I'm really worried about him. He's not stable and I'm not dumb not to know that he's not okay. I just hope somebody will help him to overcome his situation. I pedaling my bicycle and the cold breeze of the morning air welcomes my skin. The orange beam of light was dominating the place and the leaves from the field are dancing in the wind. It's my birthday yet I don't feel anything.

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Win's

I managed to wake up early but I remain in my bed, covering myself with my blanket. I stared at my window where you can see the sun and the buildings of Bangkok. I have no reason to wake up early because I just lost my job and I don't know where to start. It's been how many months since I left Pattaya and to be honest, I badly want to comeback. I want to see him again but I'm too ashamed of myself. I'm shy if he knows what happened to me. My phone vibrates and saw a notification on it

Today is his birthday

I instantly sat in my bed and remember that it's his birthday today. I hugged myself and rest my chin on my knees. At this point, I can't help myself but miss him. I breathed deeply and browse the gallery of my phone and I saw him in my gallery. I scroll all the photos I have and I  was smiling throughout. He's too fine and the realization hits me. I didn't deserve Bright. I gave him too much pain and I just want him to be happy.

"Happy Birthday, Bright" I muttered to myself and tears comes to stream into my face. I miss him, I badly do.

"Win, are you up?" My mom knocking the door. I immediately wipe my tears and sniff before answering her

"Ye-yeah, Is there something wrong?" I said weakly. My mom opened the door and sat next to me.

"Someone's looking for you," My mom said and stared at me. I raised my eyebrows because of confusion

"Me?" I asked and she just nodded. I wonder who it is?

"Just go downstairs," My mom said and went out of my room. I stood up, fixed myself in the mirror and I stopped for a second. Could it be him? I got nervous and my heart was beating so loud. There's a part of me where I want to see him again and then, there's also my other half where I'm too embarrassed to face him. I can hear my heart beating so loud. I breathed deeply and finally went downstairs. If that's Bright I will just act normal and smiled at him. I don't want to look sad in front of him. Besides, It's his birthday today. When I finally reached the downstairs, and my eyes immediately looking for him

"You?" I muttered. It's not Bright. It's Marky, his secretary with his eyes swelling. I got confused when I saw him and why did he visit me here

"P'Win" Marky confided and went closer to me

"What are you doing here?" I asked him and he's not answering me.

"Marky? Are you okay?" I asked him but Marky didn't answer me. What's wrong with him? Did something bad happen?

I offered him to sit down first and cal down.

"Okay, Marky? What are you doing in Bangkok?" I asked him calmly and he stared at me.

"I was on a trip" he shortly answered

"And?"

"Someone called me and It's from Bright's mom" he added and sipped a coffee I made for him "P'Bright was confined at this moment because of unknown reason"

I froze for a minute and just let those words sink in my mind before I react

"W-what happened to him?" I said stuttering. Marky was just looking at me, shaking his head.

"P'Bright, the previous months, wasn't fine. He was enduring some pain in his back and eventually lose weight" Marky explained.

"P'Bright collapsed in the office earlier  and the Doctor said he was suffering from a bone disease" Marky, while crying added. I'm out of words to say and I can't think clearly. What the heck is happening? Why does life treating me so bad?

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Hey, I'm alive huhu. It's been a while. I told you recently that I will be active here but there's something happened to me that's why I became inactive huhu. Yay, Happy 300 followers to me and Summer reached 10k reads ;<. Thank you kub!