Left Behind

The awful one's

Amanos Mountains.

The light coloured yet dark stones of the wall of inn seems so unholy to the man sitting there. Nothing to owe, he thought. He has high aims, big dreams and deadly games. This ain't favours him, still he is here just for his sake. His face hold up a light smirk.

"Hoşgeldiniz Kurdoglu." Kurdoglu's mind came back to present to Kara Toygar, who welcomed him. Kurdoglu didn't bothered to reply, so he just nodded his head slightly.

"Well Kurdoglu, would you like..."

"Just cut it out, and come on point." Kurdoglu with a rude accent, Kara Toygar raised his brow. He is throwing off attitude like he won't come to him for any work. Well, Kara Toygar was more sure for he knew, he was a powerful Seljuk commander, powerful enough to make Kurdoglu bow in his feet whenever he wants. A satisfied grin played on his lips. He really loves to play with people.

"Well Kurdoglu! You know someone stole my prisoners, from Kayi... So surprising that when you collaborated with me, such a bad thing happened!" He said. Kurdoglu chuckled lightly.

"Ertugrul, Suleyman Shah's son Ertugrul stole them." Kurdoglu stated.

"I knew it... I damn knew it." He gritted his teeth. "These Ertugrul and Halime had been my biggest trouble since one year, and..."

"Wait, wait, wait ..." Kurdoglu interrupted. "What does this girl have to do with this all?" Shuffled, he asked. Kara Toygar gave him a glare.

"No need for you to know." He immediately said.

"You just give me her, else my duty to look." Kara Toygar demanded.

"Her? Don't you want her little brother?" Kurdoglu asked being confused.

Such a confused person everytime!

"Brother?" Kara Toygar felt strange.

"Uhh he..." He startled in his peevish note.

"His eyes are blue? Or Blonde hair? Or a mole near chin?" Anything you cane tell me? Kara Toygar questioned him twitching his eyes.

"Umm..." Kurdoglu saw him weirdly. "Actually, every features is his."

Not only shocked, but Kara Toygar's eyes went wide too. He didn't knew either he should thank his enemy for her selfless effort or should be angry as it can cause him problems.

"Well, well, well...." Still with popped eyes he said. "Just look at this Hatun, and her stunts. Such a tough one, well than she needs so many good lessons." He smirked widely.

Not understanding anything, but still his eyes remained on the gold kept on furniture besides Kara Toygar. Because at the end, wealth was the only thing mattered for him. Even if it costs anyone's life. His all glitters are only gold!

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Kayi Tribe

"Is it paining too much?" Halime asked worrying.

"Only a little bit." He replied.

"Iyi. It will heal soon." Halime tried to reassure him even though his wound was deep, and he was a child to bear it. But seems like his eyes hold a different kind of sadness for something. Halime softly raised his chin making him look in her eyes. He felt burdened.

"It is all because of me right. I made you suffer this much, I didn't..."  Before he can complete, some yelling sounds distracted them both. What it could be? Halime amd Alexius exchanged a glare.

Halime got up and came out of the tent. A tent Ertugrul bey arranged for both of them, despite Alexius' denial. Halime was too real to deny, actually to say anything infront of him. She came out and saw someone, not in her knowledge book, it was Gokçe.

But Halime didn't felt it right the way she yelled womans. They aren't anyone's slaves, Halime felt in awe. The very first expression on Gokçe gave Halime unacceptable impression.

"May Allah just guide auch people." Almost in disgust, Halime whispered, as she literally continued to yell old women's of her own tribe.

But Halime's mind averted her attention upon Aykiz's arrival.

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Kurdoglu caught Selcan's eyes upon talking with suspicious glance with his one of closest Alp. Selcan did her best to eavesdrop his talks, but she couldn't. She sighed deeply. Kurdoglu went away from there.

Selcan began walking hopelessly, all drown in ocean of thoughts. She didn't even noticed her mother, Hayme Ana walking from front. Hayme saw her, all lost and all mindless. It troubles her by even thinking that they have to deal with another depressed in their tent. Selcan reached her tent. She saw Gundogdu not present there.

Her gaze went on the little wooden craddle suppose to be for a new born child. Just by it's sight, a heavy tear drop fell from her eyes.

"Ohh my baby ..." She whispered in a slow sound, and took her seat beside it.

"Ohh my dear baby! My sweet...heart..." Her voice trembled saying it.

"My dear little baby... How you paid for all my sins. Such an ominous person I am ..." She exhale deeply. "Ohh my baby ..." Drops of water weighing all her regrets began to stream down her face.

"I wished I would've not been like that." She sniffed, badly!

Selcan indeed repented her sins for teaming up with Kurdoglu for her father's revenge, but it dearly costed her with her child's life and she lost her another father too. It was too late for her to realize the fact that, her father was wrong, and inspite Suleyman Shah and Hayme Hatun nurtured them.

She rested her head to the wall and closed her eyes silently. She don't know now what to do. She is all helpless and hopeless. Only if she knew that hopelessness too is itself how big sin is.