Doflamingo x Reader {One Shots}

My Everything

A/N – It's 2am and I needed to get something off my chest. I cried during this whole thing but that was really the point of me writing it, I'm feeling much better now though. I need a good cry ever now and then instead of keeping my emotions built up and thanks to the illness I'm starting to really think about what if someone close to me died tomorrow or next week but it hit pretty close to home today even though I didn't know the person that well. Hope anyone else is doing well in their areas

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"Donquixote Doflamingo, he was my everything but now he's dead"

He had promised me a life of happiness as long as I stayed by his side. His promise remained true and we were happy for many years that is until he got sick. My once happy days turned to grey and despair while I stayed by his side as I watched him fade away. He tried to smile for me but we both knew time was short and we didn't have much left together. "I love you (Y/n)"

Even in the end he always showered me with love though I wish he hadn't it only broken my heart more when I realized he'd never say it again. "I'll never stop loving you Doffy" We had so many plans together but we waited too long. The dreams we had were now a distance memory that brought only pain and suffering.

"I think we should have two kids (Y/n), a boy and a girl, what do you think my Queen?" It would have been worse if we had children, how could you explain to your kids that their Father was gone and never coming back. "Let's wait a few years Doffy. We still have plenty of time for that" I always thought we had time, if I had known he would be taken so soon I would have...

"Why are you crying my love? I'm right here did someone hurt you?" He would never comfort me again, I was alone. Doflamingo was always so strong, it should have been me in his place. He could have taken my death a lot better than I took his. "Doffy, you're my everything. My life would be incomplete without you in it"

My days were spent locked away in the bedroom we once shared together, I only ate enough to stay alive but really without Doffy by my side I was already dead. "You're my everything to (Y/n)~ I'm so lucky to have you" The only thing I had left of him was that pink feathered coat he loved to wear and my memories of him but it wasn't enough for me. His coat stopped smelling like him weeks after he died, it was left abandoned with the rest of his clothing I couldn't bare to throw away.

As for my memories I was slowly forgetting the little details I used to know by heart like did he put his left shoe before his right or did he prefer a sunset over a sunrise? "Why did I have to love you so much!?" My body moved to the bathroom as I stared at my reflection, my eyes were bloodshot from my crying and the circles under my eyes had gotten worse from my nights of no sleep. "Every time I close my eyes, I'm only reminded of everything I lost" Turning around I started to fill up the tub before I stripped from my clothing and stepped into the water.

"One day at a time (Y/n)... maybe things will be better tomorrow"

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