Doffy x Bulimic!Reader {I Ate Too Much}

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Warning: I'm not sure when I really need to put a warning but if you struggle with an eating disorder this might not be for you. I suffered with Bulimia a couple years back and know it's difficult to overcome though there's always someone you can turn to for help

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(Y/n)'s Pov

As my eyes scanned over the many tasty treats in front of me, I wondered which one I would eat first. I knew it was wrong what I was going to do but there was a small voice inside me telling me that it was okay. Really, I could enjoy all these treats to my heart's content as long as I got rid of it after. "He's gone until dinner time... Let's start with the cake"

It was surprising my husband never found out but I figured he just thought I eat a lot. If he knew the truth, I knew he wouldn't look at me the same. Doflamingo's schedule was always the same, he left the castle at noon and would only return at dinnertime where I would sit beside him and only take a few bites of food to keep up my strength. He asked me about it a few times but I always told him I ate too much while he was gone. The man never lied to me so why did I chose to lie to him? "I'm sorry Doffy... I'll eat the sandwiches next"

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Doflamingo's Pov

"Doffy is something wrong? You have that distant look on your face again" I was meeting with Diamanté at the Colosseum but my mind kept wandering back to my dear wife. "Sorry Diamanté I'm just thinking about (Y/n)... you've noticed it to, right?" He nodded his head before a reply spilled from his mouth. "All signs point to an eating disorder Doffy... What did you want to do about it?"

"I'll figure it out... I'm going to check on her"

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(Y/n)'s Pov

"That's all of it... now for the hard part" Doflamingo wasn't due to return for another few hours so I would have plenty of time to purge then clean up the mess. It wasn't pleasant and sometimes vomit when up through my nose but this has been my daily routine for months.

Walking into the bathroom I locked the door behind me before I opened the lid of the toilet then washed my hands. Not that it mattered if my hands were clean or not but I still did it. Turning off the taps I looked at myself one last time before I leaned down and shoved two fingers against the back of my throat. It took a few tries but as my eyes started to water my stomach finally started to react.

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An Hour Later...

"Ah~ That feels much better" I had finished my shower and was drying my hair while I walked back into the bedroom but when I seen Doflamingo was sitting on the bed I froze. "Doffy, what are you doing home so early?" He didn't have his sunglasses on so I could plainly see the sad look in his eyes. "(Y/n), darling... you need to get help"

"Help with what silly?" As I quickly dressed myself, I started to dread what would come out of my husband's mouth. "I heard you (Y/n)... you can't keep hurting yourself like that. I found a nice little clinic in town that specializes in your condition-" I couldn't believe he was suggesting such a thing. "I'm fine and I don't need any help Doflamingo!" My clothes were on and I turned to walk out of the room but once I did there was a crowd of people waiting for me. "Doffy, why are all these people here!? You can't just send me away, I'm your wife!"

"That's why this needs to happen (Y/n)... I love you and want to see you get better. Please understand that, I don't know what I would do if I lost you. I love you so much..."

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A Few Months Later...

"Where's the doctor Doffy? He needs to sign my release paperwork so I can leave" It had taken me a long time to get to the point I was today but Doflamingo never gave up on me no matter what. Sure, I yelled at him during the few couple of weeks though as the days continued, I slowly started to forgive him. "Any minute now (Y/n)" He was something else and if not for him I wouldn't have been able to conquer my eating disorder. I might still have the physical scars that were left behind by my disorder but I was lucky that I didn't end up dead. "Thank you Doffy"

"There's no need to thank me (Y/n) I just did want I needed to do to keep my wife safe. Come on I bet that doctor is hanging out in the hallways or taking a nap somewhere" As he scooped me up in his arms, he started towards the exit but I couldn't help but ask him a question. "Don't we need the doctor to discharge me Doffy?"

"Nope we're breaking out of here~ Just sit back and relax, I'll have us back to the castle within the hour~ I love you (Y/n) and nothing could ever change that"

"Awe I'm flattered. I love you to~"

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