Devil's Luscious Temptation [BL][COMPLETED]

Chapter 32

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ACE'S POV

"...take my hand, take my whole life too.

for I can't help falling in love with you."

I am listening to the music which seemed to be the theme song ng mga nangyayari sa amin ni Lance ngayon.

I'm not fun of any romantic themed songs since I'm kind of a hopeless and bitter in that category. Yeah, hindi naman masiyadong halata na hindi talaga ako naka move-on sa nangyari dati but recently things have changed. These days, love really hit me like a boulder. Hindi ko man lang namalayan na I'm being cliché at times. But I guess 'yan ang resulta or should I say epekto kapag nagmamahal ka.

Is it enough reason kung sabihin ko na, "I'm just in love." Naisip ko tuloy ang mga walang lovelife, kaawa naman, charot! Kapit lang, nandiyan lang yan sa tabi-tabi, the important thing ay hindi mo dapat minamadali ang bagay-bagay. Remember, good things happen in the right moment.

I'm in my room right now. I'm finally backed at the Philippines. Napilitan kasi si Lance na i-uwi ako since after ng may nangyari sa amin, lately I'm feeling sick. Nasusuka, or kung hindi naman ay nahihilo ako. What's weirder is I'm always craving for something!

A thought keeps on bugging me since the day na nahuli ako ng mommy na nagsususuka early in the morning, 

"What if tama ang mommy? What if I still carry the inheritance that our family valued and at the same time hated the most?"

Impossible! Its impossible kaya ipinagsawalang bahala ko na lang ang mga nakakatawa at nakakatakot na mga iniisip ko. Ang mommy naman kasi eh, sinabi pa sa akin. Heto tuloy at kinakabahan na ako.

Nababahala na nga ako kasi baka magtaba ako sa mga sankatutak na cravings ko, eh ang dami ko pa naming modeling shoots na kailangan i-attend. Ng sabihin ko 'yan ay I got a handful of scolding both from my family and Lance. I mean kaya naman nila talaga akong buhayin kahit wala akong gawin, but that's not me, eh. I want to work for my things and expenses. Ako kasi ang tao na magastos but in a right way, what I mean in that is, I have my own money para maglakwatsa, except kapag si Lance ang nasusunod sa mga gastusin.

The man loves it when he spoils me with everything. I received yacht, private planes, designers, and things that a bratinela like me would love. He continuously proves his capabilities to me, that he was proud working his lights off just to provide me with everything that I want.

Magdadalawang lingo na kaming naka-uwi ni Lance pero mag-iisa lingo na rin akong nangungulila kay Lance dahil sa may business ito na ina-asikaso sa Palawan. This, this feeling na hindi mapakali dahil you're craving for your man, I hate it, not most likely. Siguro nami-miss ko lang talaga.

Thinking of him, napatingin ako sa phone ko ng biglang mag vibrate ito, for a notification. I opened my phone and napanguso sa dami ng notification ko both from social and personal life. Some notifications solely focus on Dinah and Miles' email sa mga dapat schedules ko. Kung tutuusin ay nasa iisa lang naman kaming bakod ni Gwen pero lately with my condition ay natatamad ako.

Napataas at pinigilan kong ngumiti para hindi ma-weirdohan ang mga katulong sa sala ng nakita ko ang mga unread messages ni Lance and his voicemails. Napatawa ako ng makitang ang bagong notification pala dahil sa naka-tag ako sa isang post ni Lance sa kaniyang Instagram. It's a sunset photo of Palawan and beautiful scenery of the mountainous landscape, pero ang nakakuha ako ng atensiyon ko ay ang caption niya sa mismong post. It's my username and followed by a statement saying, "wish you're here."

I reacted on his post and pumunta sa mga voicemail and messages galing kay Lance.

"Hey, baby brat. I fucking miss you already. Wish you were here."