You had disappeared for 6 days, ignoring everyone's calls and visits. You needed time to think about what had happened. Kiara had fallen in love with the same person you were in love with; what could be worse.
You tried to talk to Kiara but she only told you that you were a horrible person and that she never wanted to speak to you again.
After getting ridiculously drunk by yourself at 9pm because of it, you somehow found your way to Sarah's house.
Sarah let you in immediately, sat you on her bed and took in how much of a mess you were. You could hardly talk, you were just crying and crying. It wasn't long until you passed out.
With her worry, she called JJ.
"Sarah?" JJ answered.
"Y/N's here. JJ, she's a mess"
"She's with you right now?"
"Yeah" Sarah responded.
"I'm coming to get her" He rushed to say.
"Be quick JJ. I'm really worried"
"What's she doing now?"
"She's been asleep for the past hour"
"I'll be there in 5"
"Okay" And with that, the call ended.
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Sarah opened the door to a stressed out JJ. He had taken John B's truck and didn't even bother to park it.
She let out a heavy breath. "I'm so glad you're here"
JJ stepped closer, his hand on the door.
"Is she still asleep?"
Sarah nodded. "You can go and see her. She's in my room" She stepped aside, letting JJ rush past and up the stairs quickly.
He didn't hesitate to walk in but he was quiet and calm, not wanting to alarm you. He sat beside you and looked at you for a couple of seconds.
Your eyes were puffy; tear stains down your cheeks. Your lips were swollen and your hair was all over the place. Yet he still found you beautiful. Memories of that night came flooding back to him. He was desperate to be that close to you again; to see your smile, to touch your skin.
He put his hand on your cheek gently and rubbed his finger across it.
Your eyes then fluttered open.
"Jay?" You mumbled, not expecting to see him.
"Hey" He whispered, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear. "Sarah called me"
You took a moment to appreciate everything about him. Going from seeing him all day every day to completely avoiding him for almost a week. He wanted to know what you were thinking as you gazed into his eyes.
"Where have you been Y/N?"
You situated yourself so that you were sat upright with your back to the headboard. "I-" You began, but you paused to collect your thoughts. "I told Kie about us"
"Okay..." JJ was confused as to why it was such a big deal.
"And it didn't exactly go to plan"
JJ waited for you to continue.
"...because she said she loved you" You finished. He stared at you, completely speechless and clueless as to what to say. You were the same, hoping he would break the silence.
"What?" He sounded.
"Yep. She told me first, but I couldn't just lie to her"
"How did she react?" He asked quickly. You looked at him and then ahead of you, your eyes welling up at the thought of how much she despised you because of it.
"She hates me" You let out as a cry, scrunching your face up and bringing your hand to your mouth.
"Hey hey" He said softly, trying to turn your head to him but you refused. "Y/N look at me"
A couple of seconds went by, but you finally looked at his pretty face. He was frowning with concern at you state. Of course he had seen you upset before, but never like this. Never so easily triggered.
His hand went up to your face, caressing it again.
"I've lost my best friend" You whined, so he pulled you into his chest. You gave in, letting your head drop onto him as you sobbed loudly.
"You haven't lost her, she's just gonna be a little upset for a while. It'll be okay Y/N I promise"
His words were kind, but you didn't know how true they were...
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You arrived at Kiara's door a couple of days later. Previously, you had been staying at JJ's house. Although it was stressful to avoid his dad 24/7, there was no other place you guys could go, and JJ wanted to be there for you.
She opened the door, huffing when she saw you, before attempting to close it again.
You threw your hand onto the door, stopping her.
"Kie, please" You begged, "Please let me talk"
She stared at you, saying nothing as she opened the door and let you in. You followed her in silence to the living room before she sat on one of her couches, her arms crossed tightly.
You sat down on the other side of the sofa.
"Kiara I feel awful. I know how much this has hurt you and I'm so sorry that I caused that pain" You paused, "But if I would've known, I promise you nothing would've happened"
"You slept with him Y/N" She blurted.
"Because I love him, and I can't do anything about that Kie. I can't just turn off these feelings"
"Neither can I!" She shouted, making you hold in a breath.
"I know!"
There was an awkward silence for almost a minute. You played with your fingers, trying to think of what to say next. This wasn't easy, but it was never going to be.
"He loves you doesn't he?" Kiara finally spoke.
You looked up at her, not wanting to answer. You nodded, tears filling your eyes a little. She nodded too, looking out the window.
"Well I guess that's it then" She said. "I guess I just need to move on"
"I-"
"You know maybe I just took this whole thing too seriously" She interrupted you, "Maybe I convinced myself to believe I loved him"
"Only you will know Kiara"
She nodded.
"I'm sorry Y/N. I shouldn't have been so cruel, you didn't deserve that"
You shrugged, moving closer to her on the sofa. You opened up your arms, and she fell into them, hugging you tightly.
(A/N Sorry this wasn't very good I kinda didn't know what to do with it lol)
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