Three Whole Words Only Eight Letters Long (Sequel to LCDD)

Chapter 13

Josh's POV

My heart still raced in my chest and I felt my head spinning as I still tasted Lizzie on my lips. God it had felt so good to kiss her like that. It had felt so good just to press her that tightly against myself and feel her heart racing in her chest. It had made me feel better that she'd apparently wanted to kiss me just as much as I'd wanted to kiss her.

     I had thought to begin with that Oli's idea probably wasn't the best, what with having the possibility of having to kiss Lizzie since I didn't know how she would react. I'd given in of course since even if it was just an innocent game, I couldn't resist the possibility of her lips against mine, and when I'd had the chance I couldn't hold myself back. I wanted her so badly, so I'd kissed her as much as possible and had loved how she'd moaned as soon as my lips touched hers. She'd had a similar effect on me as well and it had taken every bit of strength I had to not kiss her the way I had back in London, and to not take things too far. Especially since she was so unpredictable and so I didn't know how she would've reacted to that.

     I scrunched my hands into fists when I remembered how she'd kissed Adrian and Oli. I'd wanted to punch them both in the face. I didn't like Adrian as it was, although that was probably because I was jealous of the fact that the two of them got on so well, so seeing her kiss him like that had made me incredibly jealous. I'd tried my best to not pay too much attention but the way he'd held her and gently kissed her. Well it was obvious to everyone that he wanted her. Then when she kissed Oli! I wanted to rip her away from him and tell everyone she was mine. I'd just felt so possessive of her and it had hurt so badly how she'd carried on kissing him like that, even when I'd said their time was up. I saw the way they'd gripped each other and kissed the way they had and I'd had to blink rapidly to keep myself from tearing up. It felt horrible seeing her kiss him so harshly and we weren't even together, so I didn't want to even imagine the pain Lizzie had gone through when she knew I'd cheated and we actually had been together. God I was such a dickhead!

     I walked to the toilets and saw Lisa sitting on the floor next to the female toilets. I bit my lip but walked over to her, deciding that I should probably get this over with. I had a feeling of what would happen next and it was strangely refreshing.

"Hey" I said, sitting down next to her as I left my arm draped over my right leg and turned my head to look at her. She turned and glared at me. Considering she said she loved me she didn't look very hurt.

"You're a bastard" she hissed and I blinked out of surprise at her words. Where had that come from?

"Sorry?" I questioned and she rolled her eyes at me.

"You!" she hissed again and I groaned.

"I don't get why you're so angry Lisa" I sighed and she blinked at my face.

"Because you kissed her!" she hissed back and I rolled my eyes at her. What a drama queen!

"Yes because the bottle landed on her. Fucking hell Lisa it's a fucking game" I sighed, shaking my head at her and she bit her lip but narrowed her eyes at me.

"I'm pissed off because I'm your girlfriend but you kissed her like that. Jesus Josh I thought you were trying to eat her face" she shuck her head and turned away from me.

"It's so obvious that you're still in love with her. I get that I really do, although personally I think she's an ugly bitch, but why Josh? You're with me, you should be saving that sort of stuff for me" she said and turned back to me.

     I had to scrunch my hands at the fact that she'd called my beautiful Lizzie ugly, as I saw tears falling slowly down her face, leaving slight mascara trails over her pink cheeks. I frowned at her and reached for her hand but she pulled it out of my grasp, which made me sigh. I had a thing about fucking up relationships, although this time I didn't really care. Lisa was okay but I'd never felt anything for her. She had always been just a distraction from my true feelings about Lizzie.