"I can't when you don't even care.."
"I never said I didn't care!"
"But you don't!"
Once they were enemies, now they're lovers. Let's see what happens four years later. Have they been able to keep themselves together? Have the stayed together? What...
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I just wanna spend forever getting high off of what it feels like to be around you -butterflies rising
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"You're not romantically broken," Ryan protested while I continued to make cookies.
"Can we not talk about it," I whined chucking a handful of flour in his direction. It wasn't supposed to be a lot, but apparently I didn't calculate how much was actually in my hand. This resulting in half of Ryan being covered in flour.
"That wasn't necessary," Ryan laughed seeming to just continue eating.
"You keep wanting to talk about painful things and I'm trying to make cookies," I chuckled turning away when Ryan decided he wanted to start a flour war.
"Well, you let me suck you off and you refuse to talk about it!" He counter sprinkling white powder into my hair not moving from his spot on the counter top.
"Because I don't want to!" I laughed dumping the cookie dough onto the baking paper, preparing to roll it.
"Are you going to let it happen again?" Ryan asked cautiously his fingers pulling off a piece of raw cookie dough.
I swatted his had away from my creation before I answered, "You have a broken leg."
It was a stupid excuse, but it was the only thing I could think of on the spot. Because yes, I wanted it to happen again. I wanted the intimacy back, but I didn't feel like I deserved it. The reason we broke up was mostly because of me, and what if I had a habit of not being able to love him correctly, that it wasn't just because of work.
