Is it just me or everyone else is apart of this mystery too ?
I couldn't held this tears as it falls down my cheek when it's half passed two.
I was cleaning some stuff,
and then out of nowhere I learned the hard ways of life and tried to be buff.
But how ?
I'm just a tiny girl wishing life was easier than the caw of crow.
I was happy as I ate my favorite dish of my favourite squid,
how sad now I'm back home and the truth is what I seek.
It came off naturally,
but the sadness afterwards wasn't so vaguely.
I saw that card,
the one that makes me think I'm a retard.
It really saddens me as I read it,
so I can really be supersede.
How can I really be this dirty,
no wonder why everyone seems to treat me like I'm just some unlogical theory.
why does this has to happen now?
do they know I'm hurt to know that I was a foul.
I'm a mistake,
she never wanted to make.
so who am I?
I did not apply.
Were I really your child,
or am I a mistake due to you being too fertile.
I'm sad,
should I really feel this bad?
I mean even if he's not my dad,
he took care of me like mad.
but couldn't they tell me the truth and don't let it be a secret not to be unfold.
Instead let it be told.
I don't know my real identity,
it's like hearing the greek mythology.
What should I feel ?
'mom' and 'dad' could I be healed?
from the truth,
that weren't meant to be a soothe.
29 December
01.03 a.m.
