It's 2 am.
I dim the lights and stares off the sky.
I saw the moon and the stars fly.
On a second thought it felt surreal.
Is it just me or my mind is being delusional ?
It feels like I'm free.
From this whole wheel.
This wheel is being corrupted.
From it's own carriage that has been lifted.
And now I'm in the carriage !
It feels like I'm in rage.
Now I regret the whole journey.
Wait.. now I'm trying to be happy.
But...
Soon I went into a thunderstorm.
The whole carriage was unstable and it transformed.
Into another carriage.
It looks like it has aged.
But..
It seems like the sky is going to rain !
How is this old carriage going to survive this whole journey throughout this unfortunate lane?
Damn..this carriage made it through...
The sky is clear.
And there is rainbow that I might fear.
But.. Ain't it a good thing ?
Why did I feel like a weakling ?
Damn...
It hurts.
The rainbow hurts.
I'm tired.
Make me go home.
But there are still thousands of things I haven't explore..
Might need to go through this forklore.
Meaning :
Before i knew it. The corrupted wheel is how my mind is and the carriage is me,myself changing for the better.
Before the thunderstorm, the carriage is in rage and that's how I learnt to be stubborn since I'm beginning to interact with those toxic people.
And after what I did, I regretted it. And looking back I just wanted to be happy without any worries.
As I get older, there are thunderstorm in my life now. But I get wiser and I changed myself since then. That's why the carriage is aged.
Now the sky is about to rain and knowing me, nothing good about to happen. Lol. I doubted myself but I finally made it through.
And now as I start to think it was going to be the fun part... Come the rainbow I thought might be good. But it's just some another bad omen..Now I learn the meaning of two-faced.
and lastly even though I'm tired. I need to go through this journey. And use some good morals of those forklore to continue my life.
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30 June
