They say it's alright to feel that heart break
They say you have to keep praying.
But I felt so hopeless after being in this streak
Of being hopeful to the guy I am liking.
Which I know from the start would never,
Be mine.
I tried to talk first.
They say you wouldn't know if you don't try.
And so I pick up my courage for my own thirst
Being happy after the first few buy.
Things got funnier.
My confidence got bigger.
Until he says those hurtful things.
'I've had a problem with this human being'
At first I was being positive.
Maybe he has to face some negativity.
But then.
It was really from the start that I've expected when
He reluctantly answer all my question.
That finally confirms
That he had a girl with him.
I tried to kept it all inside.
Heh
But I'm a weakling.
Does all of this really has to happen to me?
I hope this feelings would go away.
I don't want to be in this situation again.
Let this be my last.
30 March