Um so hey,
It's currently 2 in the morning.
And I'm writing this after crying so hard I can barely open my eyes.
And I hope you don't read it.
And I know you wouldn't.
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Dear neutron,
As in the nucleus you are so much like a proton.
Always so positive,
and rarely looks negative.
And maybe that's why I fell for you in in the first place.
And honestly, it hurts for the last three days whenever I'm seeing your face.
Cause you were the best hope that ever came to me,
after so long of waiting for something happy.
And honestly you broke me in so many ways,
that was so clear like the one that shines straight as the light rays.
And today is your day.
I hoped you have a good time today.
And I know I was a fool writing this,
Even though you make it clear that you don't like all this tease.
But I wish we never met in future,
and I hope this bleeding heart can be suture.
Well then again.
May we never meet each other even for the slightest time that wil taint.
28 November
0221 am
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it honestly has been a very shitty day for me. I've been crying so much remembering whatever happened. And nobody was here for me. And I didn't expect them to. After all I'm just as stupid as I look holding on for something I knew wouldn't last. But I hope you have a better day than I am. And whatever you are going through just so you know you are strong enough to be holding so much and still living your life rn. Anyways brb I'm gonna cry some more. bye :)
