You know when I heard about the rumors,
I tryna do a favor,
and be cool to myself.
although this confidence is shrinking like an elf.
But guess what?
All this doesn't end with that.
The next day,
I greet you and said hey.
I gave a few words to support.
You do look so sad that you walked back and forth.
But you gave me the kindest,
yet the saddest,
words to be heard,
by this hopeful heart.
And I tried to hold it in.
but god knows what's this mind is longing.
Longed for some warm hands to hug me,
and say 'it's fine,you'll be fine. I'm here'.
If only god knows how broke I am that day,
longed to see my parents.
longed for a warm hug from dad.
longed for my brother's smile.
longed for mum's laugh.
16 November
