I've been reading a whole love story,
that makes me goes awry.
I've seen a whole relationship,
making me ship,
without knowing the situations,
I continued to let down my suspicions.
I also experienced something that has been breaking me.
Loving someone, knowing they really wouldn't give a shit about me.
But after all,
there was a lot of love that make it to the end of the hall.
It ain't easy,
loving someone not knowing they will leave eventually.
It's true all this was just a fantasy of a 15 years old girl,
wishing the best of life throughout this endless swirl.
If I was a writer,
I would've written my story better.
Since a good imagine was needed by my readers,
Escaping the truth of reality for a while when they are freer.
For a while in the fantasy,
And jumping back down to reality.
Occasionally it would hurt,
Since you know life was nothing like the fun and sort.
But you gotta keep moving,
life is all about improving.
Even though it won't be 24/7 occupied with sunshine, sweet and bubbly experience,
But at least you found out how to live a life by having a legal licence.
Not just jumping around in your fairy tale,
And continue being delusional from a sweet sweet love through a spam mail.
2 August
