There was no loving session,
I could never fit in the loving fashion.
Wasted too much energy,
only to fall onto your love strategy.
But I got your m&m,
that you gave me back when I thought it would be the end.
love,why did you do this to me?
All those hi, are all of it free ?
Or were you just made to do it.
Cause everyone knew I would love it.
I never thought I would be broken,
only for me to had my hopes open.
swear to god I wouldn't be loving,
but guess I am trying.
How would you feel when your friends were laughing?
You must thought it is damn annoying.
well, it's the opposite.
it hurts me whenever i remember this shit.
truth to be told,
I'm pretty embarrassed with the folk.
they warned me about you,
but I'm just so stupid to fall again too.
sometimes, i wonder
how and why I can't go further.
I felt stupid,
for loving and repeat.
Even when I know there's no way,
someone would even like me this May.
ya' know.
I got my heart broken twice,hoe.
all I did was to love,
and got my heart strucked with the bow.
and it did. hurt. a lot.
Till now, I'm tired.
till now it hurts.
why can't i just have a good life ?
loving and being love?
All I did was liking?
And it is never working.
Am I that ugly?
that everyone hates me?
am i that bad?
that everyone despise me like that ?
it's embarrassing to be me :)
16 November
