sad poems 101 make a comeback.
So it's been a while.
I think I've been wild.
All this time, alongside my unstable emotion,
I smiled at days and I cried in my sleeping position.
Waking up with the so called regrets.
I regret every moment I remember how you frets.
Good news I fell in love,
likewise it was all lovely and pure like the white dove.
But in reality it was all just a bluff,
of how unhappy I am with my life becoming more and more tough.
It all started when I thought I was the happiest,
When I felt like the star has fall upon me and that I am the luckiest.
But how could you be happy when it was all just a lie ?
Straight in front of your eyes, you seemed to enjoy all this hi.
But in the end, I couldn't even mutter a single bye.
How would you feel to recover after a heartbreak,
only to meet a new,massive tear-lake.
It was cool with me though,
I endured this attitude of mine that so called being a stupid hoe.
I just wondered at times,
Why did all of this happens at the same time when I just lost a diamond that is worth a dime.
But how ?
How do I cope with this sadness when all I could say is wow.
But not long after that, I managed.
Managed to fake my tears and give a break.
To this undying sadness that just wouldn't let me go of all this hate.
Out of nowhere, there's this scary man came.
Open my phone cam,
and gave me a scary looks that only up to me to be blamed.
I wonder why my life has been filled with rage, sadness, and even hate.
But now I know, it's because of the fate.
I blamed it all on Him,
but not knowing He was there to listen to my whim.
One day, I opened the book, and he told me various words.
Which to my amaze, make me feel as if these were His effort,
to make me be a better person and for me to go forward.
19 November
