to remininsce,
I could never be seen.
The one who wouldn't stand out in everything,
Always be the second choice when the bride is choosing a ring.
To be told,
I would do my role.
Being a good friend,
a hand would be lend.
Being a good listener,
a piece of mind would be better.
Being a confident person,
talking too much, expressing too blunt.
Little did I know,
I was everything they could call average or pretty low.
I knew no one would even see me,
but I kept trying for the light to be on my tee.
I don't know.
I never could be in those famous row.
After all 'I'm not pretty just cute',
which really make everyone puke.
I heard those words,
and I realized I'm no one, It's so absurd,
that I think,
I might have an impact in something.
Which I never did.
This lights never lit.
It was all shiny,
from the reflection of those gems that enormous unlike me.
I was as useless as a pebble.
I was worthless and feeble.
As much as I like,
people will always fight.
Fight and care for the right.
which the right is the prettiest of the night.
I know I'm pretty yet ugly,
guess I have to know I'm not worthy,
and stop expecting something lovely.
24 August
1.01 am
