I'm drowning in an ocean of fear
With a head full of doubt I wish I could disappear
Could you shine a light my way
Cause the demons in my head they lead me astray
A happy thought is something I miss
Spent so many nights trapped inside this abyss
I know one day it will get better
But I'm twenty three and it feels like forever
I cut myself and now I'm bleeding
Cause fuck this life that I've been living
Always feeling so numb without reason
The toxic thoughts in my mind are another prison
I'm held captive in my mind
Too scared to leave, too scared of what I'll find
I'm not alright and its plain to see
How can I live like this, I just want to be free
Empty eyes so full of suicide
Too scared to die with nobody by my side
But who would really care
If I leave this world and disappear
YOU ARE READING
Shattered Hopes And Broken Dreams
Thơ caThese are some the thoughts that circle my head everyday of my life. It's a pain to deal with, so I'm writing it out as poetry for others to enjoy as I can't ever fully explain my emotions when asked how I am or how I feel. No one said life was easy...
