Tired of feeling like I'm not enough
Tired of falling in and out of love
Cheats so heavy I can bearly breathe
Been through so much I seethe
I still sometimes see you in my dreams
But now you're a nightmare it seems
Your words hurt and they cut so deep
I lay awake unable to sleep
The thoughts in my head won't stop
A river of red grows from every drop
Cutting through the days cause I hate me
Fighting myself, I am the enemy
I cover my ears but there's no sign of peace
Depression is too much it won't cease
Overcoming the memories that I hate
The burden is too much I can't carry the weight
Haunted by the trauma till this very day
Panic attacks and anxiety won't go away
Spiraling down inside of a void
Full of all the things I have destroyed
An end feels so far out of reach
The thoughts scream and they screech
What If its all just inside my head
Will I be free when I'm finally dead
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Shattered Hopes And Broken Dreams
PoetryThese are some the thoughts that circle my head everyday of my life. It's a pain to deal with, so I'm writing it out as poetry for others to enjoy as I can't ever fully explain my emotions when asked how I am or how I feel. No one said life was easy...
