My heads an oasis for all things bad
I'm sick and tired of this bullshit negativity that I've had
I try to live my life to the fullest as best as I can
But theres so much I can do, I'm only just a man
If I tell you that I'm ok, you better believe I'm lying
If you really knew mex you you'd see inside I'm fucking dying
I try keep it all inside cause everyone has their demons
I keep it to myself, for my very own reasons
I'm not looking for attention but listen when I say
I tried to kill myself, end it all just the other day
I can feel it tremble as my world begins to quake
It's not so long till I lose, my mind is about to break
You tell me you have nothing left to live for and want to die
What am I to you then, just another reason why you cry
I give my all to make you happy, maybe it's not enough
I dont know what more I can do, forgive me my love
I'm sorry for all this but I had to get it out of my head
It's not fair I want to live but feel better off dead
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Shattered Hopes And Broken Dreams
PoésieThese are some the thoughts that circle my head everyday of my life. It's a pain to deal with, so I'm writing it out as poetry for others to enjoy as I can't ever fully explain my emotions when asked how I am or how I feel. No one said life was easy...
