Heartache

Chapter 1. Waking up

Hello I'm Hinata Shoyo and I'm in love with my best friend, his name is Miya Atsumu and we've been close since my second year playing volleyball and he wanted to set to me. We eventually did meet up and he set to me, we had fun and started hanging out more and more. After we got older and played more volleyball outside of high school. We had many games together, he's really an amazing guy to be around. Now we live together and we are extremely close. like borderline relationship, and I hate it.

                   I wake up tangled in between Atsumu's arms, like every morning. It's at the start of fall right now, I can see the leafs turning brown from the window. It must've been really cold last night, I rub my eyes trying to wake up only to hear a low groan with a slight shift in the arms wrapped around me. He always told me how much he liked being the big spoon so I suggested it. I honestly didn't think he would've agreed, but here we are.

I really think he can't go to sleep without cuddling something and he won't admit it. I found him cuddling a pillow on the couch one night. It was pretty funny, I hear a small chuckle from behind me. "Morning Shoyo," Atsumu said in a semi-quiet and tired voice. I chuckle and turn towards him. "Morning Tsumu looks like you had a good sleep," I say poking his forehead. Keep in mind I'm still in his arms so I'm trying to keep my composure, trying not to do anything that would give me away.

Atsumu finally removed his arms from around me and smiled, he slowly got out of bed looking back towards me "Shoyo let's go out for breakfast, what do ya say?" I couldn't help but laugh a little "Tsumu you forget I'd rather just stay home and make it, then go out" Atsumu frowned, "Please Shoyo? I really wanna, it won't kill to do it." I can't help but blush a little, I look away so he can't see my face. "Okay fine... you better not pull a fast one on me," I say looking back at him with a playful glare. Atsumu frowns again, I hate seeing him make those faces. "Shoyo...." he said and then jumped onto me wrapping his arms around me. That faker! "I'll pay for it! So you won't have to waste money on yourself. Since you don't really wanna go." he said and pulled away sending me that million-dollar smile of his.

My heart was beating extremely fast I tried to keep the distance in the hug so he couldn't feel it. "Tsumu... I won't let you do such a thing!" I tackle him to the bed while laughing, he was laughing too. "You don't have any choice in the matter!" He lifted me and placed me back in the bed. "Common get dressed we got some food to get to!" Atsumu said really loud while hopping off the bed from excitement. I couldn't help but laugh. "Alright alright... get out so I can change," I say pointing to the door, of course, Tsumu laughed and asked "Shoyo why don't you ever change in front of me? We're like the best of friends... do you think I'll judge you?" My eyes widen my face red, I try to make it seem like I'm mad so I put on an angry face and tell him to leave. "Alright alright I'm leaving, I'll be waiting for you on the couch" Atsumu stated smiling and closing the door leaving me alone with my thoughts.

               I grabbed an orange shirt with and Atsumu's nice comfy black coat, some nice black jeans, and some random black pair of shoes I found. I look in his mirror, I'm kinda feeling myself, I look good in this outfit. It was easy to slip into some clothes, now I walk out of Atsumu's room heading to the living room. Yes, I do have my own room, which I honestly don't sleep in anymore due to Atsumu and his cuddling situation he won't admit.

I walk into the living room to see Atsumu on the couch watching the TV. "Hey Tsumu where are we going anyway?" Atsumu never turned from the TV saying "It's a surprise, come sit down and watch this for a second." He patted his lap I blushed heavily, I hate when he does this. I sat next to him on the couch, I could see from the corner of my eye he was disappointed that I didn't sit on his lap. If only he knew how much I wanted to, but he'd never like me like that and It hurts every time I think of it. As I'm looking at the TV I finally realized why he had me watching this, it a beach episode from a show and there's a lot of girls doing girl things.

After the current scene was over Atsumu stood up and stretched "Alright Shoyo, let's get going!" He said a bit loud. I got up and sighed "Alright.. are we walking?" Atsumu smiled and nodded, of course... I groaned and headed towards the door "Come on Shoyo lighten up it's just more time with me. Plus the place is closer than you think." Atsumu said and walking towards me. I don't remember any breakfast food places near us, ugh. I grab a beanie and some ear coverings so I wouldn't be cold, it is fall after all. Atsumu looked at me and smiled "you look adorable like that, hoping you'll run into a girl?" He said with a little laugh at the end. I blushed a little bit "Maybe I am, and maybe I will" I say feeling confident. Atsumu just laughs and heads outside with a beanie on as well. I huff and follow him outside, I hate him sometimes.

            We're walking by each other for a few minutes when I notice I forgot my gloves!!! My hands feel like they're frozen. I feel a cloth hand grab mine I yelp and look at the hand's user. Of course, it's Atsumu's hand! "Shoyo!! you forgot your gloves again!?" Atsumu shouted I flinched a little bit not expecting him to shout my name as loud as he did. "Yeah, kind of... it's okay you said the place is close right?" Atsumu gives me an are you serious look, he took off his gloves and gave them to me. "This is why I always bring extra, you always forget. It may be close but I want the walk to be fun to Shoyo." Atsumu said as he slipped his mitten-covered hands into his pockets to grab the extra pair. He hands it to me, I quickly put the mittens he gave me on and I sigh "Sorry Tsumu I'll consider everything next time, it was really an accident." I say while looking at the floor continuing to walk, kicking a pebble along the way. Atsumu laughed and said "Hey it's all good man, accidents happen... Now common we need to hustle I'm hungry!" Atsumu was now speeding up his walking turning into running. I catch up to him and he stops abruptly making me bump into his back. "Ah! What the heck man!?" Atsumu chuckles

"We're here Shoyo!"

Hello readers! Thank you so much for reading the first chapter of my story, I really hope you liked it! The next chapter will be coming soon! Bye! (Minor edits, sorry)