Heartache

Chapter 7. Angry Atsumu

I was woken up by my door opening, everything is loud when everything is quiet. I squint towards the door to see who opened it, the figure started walking towards me that's when I noticed it was Atsumu. It's still dark outside, what time is it? "Tsumu.. you okay?" I asked cause he usually doesn't come to my room past twelve in the morning. He never responded and just crawled in my bed getting under my blanket, I smelled alcohol. He's not drunk tho, Atsumu is a loud drunk, not this quiet drunk. I just lay back down and close my eyes trying to go back to sleep. I feel Atsumu's arms wrap around me, looks like he just wants to cuddle. Why couldn't he just say it? Is he just too tired to care? This is extremely weird, I've never seen Atsumu act like this. I was broken out of my thoughts when I heard Atsumu make a quiet snore, he's asleep good. Now I can go back to sleep in peace, I close my eyes and slowly drift back off to sleep.

       I wake up hearing Atsumu talking on the phone, I act like I'm asleep to be nosy in the conversation. "So are you gonna tell me why you're calling Shoyo?" I heard Atsumu say, who called me? "I don't care if you were hoping to talk to him, how did you get his number?" Atsumu seems really mad, who could be calling me at this time. "I highly doubt he'd give you his number, you're not nice enough to get anyone's number" is he talking to Osamu? Oh jeez, this is gonna get worse if I don't interfere. I fake yawn acting like I'm just waking up, I then turn towards Atsumu. "Morning Tsumu uh.. is that my phone!?" I say acting surprised, I'm such an immaculate actor. Atsumu shushed me and continued talking to Osamu on my phone. I puff my cheeks and snatched the phone from him and put it to my ear. "Who is this??" I say into the phone while also trying to avoid Atsumu. "Hey, Hinata! Why did Atsumu answer the phone?" I heard from the phone, I quickly get up and run out of my room Atsumu chasing me. I run into the bathroom closing the door behind me locking it, I love being fast. "Sorry about that, he must've been creeping around my room the time you called," I say making sure Osamu doesn't know that Atsumu and I cuddle like every night. Yknow, respecting Atsumu's personal space. I hear laughing coming from the phone "Of course, that would be my luck." Osamu said, "Anyway how are you? that is why I called." I look at myself in the mirror and notice how crazy my hair looks. "Dude I just woke up, I'm tired why call so early?" I say into the phone I heard sigh through the phone. "Hinata it's literally one in the afternoon" after I heard Osamu say that my eyes widen, was I asleep that long? Why didn't Atsumu wake me up? "Hey sorry I guess I didn't really check the time, but yeah I'm feeling okay," I say and I put him on speaker so I could use my phone to check the time to double-check. He's right, I really did sleep this late. "That's good, well I have to go. It was nice talking to you Hinata" we both said our goodbyes and hung up. I prepped myself for the day yknow, clean my face brush my teeth yknow the basics.

              I open the door to see a mad Atsumu waiting for me, I give him a nervous smile. I'm screwed, he has an extremely angry look on his face. "How did my brother get your number!?" Atsumu said getting a bit loud and I flinched a little.  Common think of an excuse "I saw him last night, he said wanted to talk to you last night... I told him you weren't here and he told me to call you once you got home, I just forgot." I say every single word coming from the top of my head. Atsumu was still holding the same expression, freak. "Oh really? Why was he trying to talk to you when I was on the phone then Shoyo?" Freak I messed up bad. Atsumu got closer, he's not happy at all, why is he so mad? "Why are you lying to me Shoyo!? What are you trying to hide from me!? Your best friend!" I flinched a little, he was loud and in my face. But Atsumu is so mad, all I did was lie a little. "B-because, I need my space Tsumu. I feel like your suffocating me with your anger presence." I say sincerely, my heart is currently in my stomach. I've never seen him like this, why is he acting like this. He backed up realizing how close he was and changed his facial expression realizing how he was acting. "Shoyo I-..." I heard him say but before he could say anything else I hugged him, it seemed to surprise him. He hesitantly hugged back and I lay the side of my head in his chest. "What's going on Atsumu? I've never seen you act like this, even when I do lie" I say listening to the sound of his heartbeat, it's so fast right now. His anger must've been raising his heart rate, why was he so angry? "Shoyo, I'm sorry. I'm just used to my brother taking my friends, they always used to say he was better than me. I thought I was gonna lose you... you're my best friend Shoyo." I could hear him sniffling, he sounds like he's crying. I could feel him moving, then I feel his chin on my shoulder his arms tighten around me. He's been abandoned by so many people, I'm such a forgetful person. I hate when I forget such crucial things, I should've considered his feelings ugh. We stay there standing in a deep hug, arms wrapped around each other I'm rubbing his back trying to calm him down. I won't forgive myself for hurting him like this, I'm supposed to be his happiness, the person he can come to when he's feeling down. "Hey, Tsumu... How bout we go out and we can practice volleyball.. sound fun?" I could feel him nod, he took a deep breath. "Y-yeah that sounds fun." I could still hear the pain in his voice, he tried to hide it but he sucks at hiding his feelings around me for some reason. I slowly pull away from the hug and look up at Atsumu's face, only to see he's not looking at me. "Tsumu, could you at least look at me?" I ask wondering why he's not looking at me. He slowly turns his head towards me revealing his tear-stained cheeks. My heartfelt like it had broken again, it hurt me so bad knowing I was the cause of this. I try to wipe away his current tears but his hand grabbed my wrist stopping me midway. I gasp, why would he do that? "It's okay Shoyo, let's just... go practice for a little." He let go of my wrist then turned around, walking away without another word. I stood there in shock, is he mad at me? Please don't be mad at me, I messed up real bad.

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Hey readers!! There may be a few more speeding errors than usual but I want to make sure I get this out, love you guys. See you in the next chapter