Heartache

Chapter 11. Talking With Oikawa

"Tell me.. what's got you so worked up?"

I have fear written all over my face, I can't even attempt to hide it. Oikawa walked up to me and placed his hand on my shoulder, giving me a reassuring smile. "Shrimpy, you know you can trust me." I sigh, he's not wrong at all. I trust Oikawa a lot, he's always really nice to me. Maybe I should tell him about my crush on Atsumu. "I know I can trust you... but I don't know if it's even worthy of your time." I say looking at the floor avoiding eye contact. I heard Oikawa scoff and pull me into a hug wrapping his arms around my neck. "I didn't come all the way over here just for you to doubt yourself, everything is worth my time." I could hear him say still embracing me. He's right, he's basically like a huge person I look up to. He's so cool, who would've thought I'd be friends with him right? "I... I'm in love with someone... I'm in love with someone that doesn't love me the same way..." I manage to say without me starting to cry, I could feel his body stiffen at what I said. Is he okay? "I understand that feeling.. can I ask.. who is it?" Asked Oikawa, I close my eyes in fear of what could happen if I answer this question incorrectly. I've never outed myself to anyone, what if he doesn't accept me? "Oikawa.. what if you don't... accept me if I told you?" I ask visible pain in my voice, he would look at me differently if he finds out it's a guy.

I heard him make a slight laugh which surprised me, why is he laughing? "Is it a boy... Hinata?" I could hear him ask as my body froze in fear, I couldn't say anything. Oikawa pulled away from the hug and placed both hands on my shoulders. "It's okay Hinata, I have a guy crush as well." As I heard Oikawa say that, my eyes widened and I stared in shock. He likes guys too? I thought he was all about ladies too, I never thought I'd see the day. I feel the tears finally running down my cheeks, he pointed out everything wrong. I didn't even say much, I feel his hands wipe some of my tears. "Oikawa... who I-is your guy crush?" I say tears still streaming down my cheeks. He gives me one of his smirks and says "It's Iwaizumi of course, but same as you... he'll never like me back the way I like him..." The more he said it the more his smirk turned into a frown. He's in the same situation I am in, I quickly embrace him this time wrapping my arms around his chest. He hugged back and I tried to smile saying. " I see how you understand my feelings.. mine is... Atsumu.." I could feel him make a little jump at Atsumu's name, is he okay? "Y-you actually like him that way?" I heard Oikawa say, he sounded shocked. I nodded laying my head on his chest, the feeling is back. Just thinking about Atsumu gets my heart feeling like this. "You ever have a sinking feeling in your heart whenever you think about that person?" I ask hoping I'm not the only one. I could hear him sigh "All the time, a heartache is a feeling you'd never want," Oikawa said starting to pat my head.

A heartache?

I guess it would make sense, it does somewhat represent an aching feeling. After a few silent minutes of us hugging, we finally pulled away. I smiled at him and he smiled back "Hinata you forgot your popcorn, I'm so sorry." Oikawa said and quickly opened the microwave that ended a long time ago. I couldn't help but chuckle, he's so funny sometimes without even noticing. he grabs the bag and opens it handing it to me. I smile and take one out "Thank you Oikawa" after that was said I dropped one right into my mouth. He nodded and gave a big smile like he had an idea, uh oh. "Hinata!!!  Let's go watch a movie!!" He said then grabbed my hand to drag me to the living room, after being dragged to the living room I was placed on the couch. I find it funny he won't let me get a choice in anything. Is he trying to help me forget the heartache? Sometimes he can be unreadable, that's one thing I really love about Oikawa. "This is one of my favorite movies when I'm sad, I'm hoping it'll work with you too!" He said way too excited, but I'm vibing with the energy.

My phone started to ring, ugh who's calling me now? I pushed the answer button and put the phone to my ear. "Hello?" I should really start looking before I answer. "Hey, Hinata!! How's everything going today? What are ya doing?" I heard from the phone, was that Osamu?  "Hey! I'm doing okay, hanging out with Oikawa at the house.. you?" Oikawa gave me a concerned look and I just smile at him, he shrugged his shoulders and sat next to me. "I'm great! Is Atsumu there?" Hmm, why is he asking that? "No, he went on another hang-out session with that girl," I said with a little anger audible. "Would... it be okay if I came over?" Osamu said over the phone, why would he want to come over? "I guess? But I think you should ask Atsumu before you come." I said, I know Atsumu would never agree to that. "Okay, I will, hopefully, I'll see you soon," Osamu said and hung up not even giving me a chance to say goodbye, I put my phone back in my pocket to now focus on the movie in front of me. "You okay Shrimpy? Who was that on the phone?" I heard Oikawa say and I turned towards him with a smile. "Just Osamu, asking weird questions," I said and Oikawa nodded, quickly turning towards the TV with excitement. "Look it's my favorite part!" I turn my head back towards the TV and continued watching it with Oikawa, occasionally laughing and the funny parts. He was right, this was gonna cheer me up. The movie was about to end when I heard a knock on the door, who could it be? I stand up and go to open the door, after opening the door my eyes widen.

"Hey Hinata"

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Hey everyone!! Thanks for reading! Don't get mad at me but I think the story gets even juicer! Get prepared for, next chapter tomorrow!!