Heartache

Chapter 30. Why Me?

Warning!! Nonconsensual actions! Proceed with caution.

I wake up in a cold sweat still attached to Atsumu. I look around and see that it's still very dark in the living room. "You okay Shoyo?" Atsumu said making me jump. "I-I'm fine, I just gotta use the bathroom." After I said that Atsumu releases his grip on me. "Alright, be careful... it's still dark, I'll wait for you to come back." Atsumu whispered and kissed me on the cheek. I blushed to kiss him back on the cheek, I get off the couch and headed towards the bathroom.

After using the bathroom I quietly close the door behind me. I turn around seeing the darkness, I forget how dark it is. I heard a creak and my head snaps towards the direction it came from. This is creepy, like a scary movie. As I'm attempting to make my way back I feel something hit my foot and I trip. I somewhat caught myself with my hands, it still hurt.

I could feel pressure being placed on my back. I couldn't turn around, there was too much pressure. I gasp in pain as the pressure gets stronger. I feel a hand come near my face, I try to slap it away but the pressure was applied even harder. I feel like my back is going to shatter it hurts so bad. The hand placed and tied a cloth over my mouth, I try and move as much as I could but it didn't get anywhere. Now my hands are getting tired, I keep trying to fight but keep getting overpowered by this person. I felt the pressure finally being lifted off of my back, I am then flipped onto my back.

I could feel their breath on my neck, they were on top of me. I could feel them place soft kisses on my neck. Sucking on my neck in multiple areas. Who is this? Is it... Osamu? I continue to struggle but it doesn't seem to be working. I could feel them attempting to take off my shirt, I struggle more earning a sharp pain in my leg. It seemed like they were going to continue until we heard something fall, followed by a quiet "Shoyo?" It was Atsumu! I need to find a way to get his attention, after using the way they touched me I could find where the baby makers were. After another second of thought, I kick in the direction I thought it would be in. I kicked something and heard a squeak, jackpot!

I slide my tied hands under my legs back up towards my chest so I could have more options in the front. I pick myself up and take the cloth off my mouth to the best ability. After a few seconds, I get it off. "Tsumu!? Where are you!?" I could hear running forwards in my direction, after a few seconds a flashlight was in view. "Shoyo!" Atsumu ran to me and hugged me as tight as he could. I push him away softly and grab his flashlight revealing who it was.

"K... Kageyama?"

I stand there shocked at what I'm looking at. Kageyama with more cloth and some type of night goggles. Atsumu walks past me and grabs Kageyama by his hair and proceeded to drag him to the living room. Kageyama was punching and kicking in progress, or that's what I think he was doing back there. I light some candles and we can at least see them in this dark living room. I didn't want to turn in the actual lights and wake everyone up. "Everyone! Wake up!" Atsumu yells coldly, nothing but anger in his eyes. Slowly one by one everyone started waking up, everyone looking mad at Atsumu until they saw his face.

After basically everyone was woken up Atsumu still had a handful of Kageyama's hair in his hand. "Who told him we were here!?" Atsumu shouts as he reveals Kageyama, everyone looks at him in confusion. "Uh.. what's wrong with him being here?" Suga adds curiously, and Atsumu's glare doesn't change at all. He points in my direction, I remember that my shirt is half off. I blush from embarrassment while everyone looks at me. Oikawa stands up and walks to me checking me up and down. "Are those... Tobio... did this?" Oikawa says rubbing his hands on my hickey-covered neck.

I nod my head. Oikawa got angry this time, walking up to Kageyama and punching him square in the nose. Kageyama now laying on the floor unconscious, Atsumu looked down at Kageyama then back at everyone else. "This was supposed to be Shoyo's day... I didn't want... I didn't want this to happen." I could see the tears start forming in his eyes, he's really hurt. Everyone now getting up from their sitting position to come to comfort Atsumu. "Tsumu I'm okay," I say and wipe his tears away, he looks back at me and then looks away.

It hurt my heart when he turned away from me, why won't he look at me? As we all comforted him I could feel distant from him, he let me hug him and stuff but I couldn't feel it yknow? Is he mad at me? I separate myself from him and the group and sit on the couch. As I'm sitting there it finally sets in, Kageyama was planning on taking advantage of me. I could feel a tear fall down my cheek, I felt like it should've been that bad but.. why don't I feel bad. I feel a hand placed on my shoulder, I look up to see Oikawa smiling down on me. "It's okay Hinata... I'm here for you." Oikawa said and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a hug.

I hug him back but I couldn't help but feel like I didn't want it from him. As I'm hugging Oikawa I look towards Atsumu, I want Atsumu to comfort me. Everyone stops surrounding Atsumu when they realize I'm not there. They all surround me and bombarded me with questions. I couldn't process any of them, so I sit there confused. Atsumu stands in front of me shielding me from the questions. "Calm down. You guys are asking too much and it's overwhelming him." Atsumu was spreading his arms out trying to make sure they couldn't overwhelm me anymore.

They all stopped talking and took a step back. I could finally start breathing normally again, I look at everyone who was looking at me with sympathy. I don't need the sympathy, I'm perfectly fine. "Hinata... are you okay? How... did he restrain you?" Suga said trying to be the first to ask a question, I shudder at the thought. "I'm sorry! It's too early! Please don't answer it if you don't want to.." Suga was anxious and felt bad for asking that question. I don't blame him tho, I'd be curious if it happened to Atsumu.

I pull out the cloth that once tied my hands together out to show everyone. I saw Suga glance at Kageyama's unconscious body, then back at me. "We should get back at him! What he almost did wasn't right!" Noya yelled like he was trying to start a riot, I see everyone agrees to Nishinoya's words. I just sit there, I feel strange and I don't know why. I felt Atsumu wrap his arms around me, it felt like he would never let go. I place my hand where my heart should be. Why do I feel so...

Empty...

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Hello reader! Thanks for reading! Sorry, it seems like this type of stuff is in every fanfiction, I've been trying my best to keep my story unique! I'll be seeing you, beautiful readers, in the next chapter! :)