His Doll ~ Jasper Hale

~This isn't goodbye~

It's the day after the party of Bella Swan's birthday, Lila knew what was to come later on that day, Lila day in her living room in her pyjamas, make-up residue under eyed that was red and puffy, her nose slightly whistling as she breathed in due to get stuffy nose from crying into the late night. The TV screen aging some show that she paid no mind to, it was just only to cancel out the deafening silence.

Lila sat in the same spot for a few hours staring at the wall with blank absent eyes, till the sound of her front door clicking close, she looks over to see Jasper and beside him stood Esme, both walk over to the normally cheerful girl that now seemed to had lost her colour and spirit. "I'm sorry about yesterday sweetheart" Esme said sitting to the right of Lila. While Jasper sits in front of Lila on the floor. "It's okay it was an accident," Lila said looking at both of them. "We are leaving it's Edward's idea to leave, I don't want to leave you, but I will so I can become stronger for you then I'll back, I'll keep in contact" Jasper said rubbing Lila's legs soothingly.

"I completely understand, as long as you come back for me, we are mates we can't go without eachother, you can always visit" Lila said smiling sadly, before turning to Esme who had placed a hand on the bottom of Lila's back, "I'll miss you so much, especially that cooking of yours" Lila said grabbing Esme's hands. "I'll miss you too, while I'm away I'll learn many recipes for you to try" she whispered before wrapping the girl in her arms. All 3 slowly stand up as they head towards the front door, Esme leaves first leaving the couple by themselves. Lila turns to Jasper wrapping her arms tightly around his mid section, pushing her face into his chest, as she muffled her choked sobs while her shoulders shake violently. Jasper's eyes fill with Venom seeing his mate in shambles, he wraps his arms around her shoulders, tightly but not enough to hurt her. "I'm going to miss you doll" he whispered resting his head on top of Lila's. "I'll miss you too, I'll wait for you Jazzy, before you leave can I give you something?" She asked looking up at him, her nose running like a waterfall, her eyes starting to redden even more. He nods before letting her go. Lila walks upstairs coming for with a small box and a canvas the back facing him. "You can open the box later but you can see the painting now" she said handing him the box, she steps away turning around the canvas.

The canvas had a painting of them both lying in a feel of flowers, Alice had them take photos together so Lila could put them in a scrapbook.

(Pretend that's Jasper and Lila)

Jasper stares at the painting with soft eyes and a slight smile, taken back by Lila's skill, "that's amazing doll it really is, I'll hang it up in the new place while I stay there then once I'm back I'll hang it here" he said holding the canvas with shiny sparkly eyes. "I didn't make you anything but I know you like sleeping in my shirts so I brought you a few" he said hinting towards the pile of shirts on her kitchen counter, but beside the shirts was a jacket. Lila smiles softly "thank you I'll look after them" Lila said walking to Jasper, both share a final kiss on the porch of the small house. "When you come back don't be surprised if I look different it's a coping mechanism" Lila joked knowing she had planned something before hand. Jasper looked at her confused before nodding, he hugs her once more before walking to the car where Esme had been.

The short girl stood on her porch waving both vampires off till they couldn't be seen any more.

2 months later~

Lila decided it was finally time, time to change, Lila walks to her car, in pastel pink trousers, a tie dye pink yellow and blue cropped top, and platform pastel boots and a small backpack. Lila drives to the nearest piercing studio while is roughly an hour away, her car radio blasting music, her singing away while driving. Pulling up to the studio she makes sure she grabs her bag, she walks into the shop, the walls a deep red covered in display cases of piercing jewelry, posters and photos of customers. She walks up to the desk "Hello I have an appointment" Lila said to the burly man behind the counter, his neck and arms covered in tattoos, a greying beard and piercings decorating his ears. "What's the name?" He asks gruffly. "Lila Edwards" she answers her hands pressing lightly on the counter. He nods before standing up. "Follow me then kid" he said walking into one of the many rooms. She follows behind him, she walks into a white sterile room. "Take a seat while I set up' he said. Rolling out a metal table with blue tissue on. As he sets up Lila hops up onto the seat, facing side ways towards him. " You can pick your jewelry, they still have room to swell so don't worry about tha'" he said taking out two needles. Lila picks gold jewelry with opal in them.

Lila walks out of the place with two lip piercings.

Once Lila gets home she runs to her room changing into some shorts and an old t-shirt, then going into her bathroom, pulling out some bleach and the powder, as well as some scissors and hair clippers. Lila starts chopping away at her hair, the long locks of hair falling to her feet, her hair getting shorter and shorter, soon grabbing the clippers and clipping some hair back before shaving some of the sides of her hair. Once she cleans the hair off the floor she mixes bleach before bleaching her hair. As she waits nfor the bleach to do its job, she makes food, setting it aside doing the roots, while the food cooks she rinces out the bleach "how my hair hadn't fallen out yet" she mumbled out before wrapping her head in a towel.

She sits watching TV as she ate before washing up and cleaning. Soon her now short blonde hair was slathered in blue hair dye, on the sides with dark brown. Once that's done, she styles her hair, she steps back from the mirror and smirks "fuck I look hot" she said checking herself out in the mirror "I can't wait for Jasper to see me, my fashion has now evolved" she mumbled.

(Lila's new hair cut)