Those Words of Despair

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Taka had said out right in front of everyone something about each of them that made everyone plunge into despair. Naturally, Makoto being hope-filled, he made them feel hope instead of despair like Taka wanted to.

Taka groaned and got up from the chair he was sitting in and then decided to make his way around the room. No one had any idea what Taka was saying.

He first said something quietly to Hina, which caused her to look shocked.

Then he went to Hiro, whatever he said to him got the same reaction.

Next was Toko. She looked more angry than sad, but whatever Taka told her had a clear effect.

Then it was Makoto. Taka said something that also angered Makoto but got an odd confident smile on his face.

Then it was Kyoko. You couldn't read what was going on but, you could see in her eyes that something was up.

I was caught off guard when I felt a pair of hands on my shoulders, and hot breath on my neck and ear. "You know Mondo... you choose despair... you get to live? You and me, happily living together, just us, no one else to annoy us?~" He whispered, him slowly moving off of me and back to his chair.

If I give into despair... I can be with Taka again?

I mean, I was devastated when I saw him "die". I couldn't bear to see him actually die now.

And if that hadn't convinced me enough.

I saw him keeping slipping a small smile.

No. Not a smile.

A small seductive smirk.

And if that wasn't enough. Just thinking about when he had just placed his hands in my shoulders made me feel weak at the knees. It made me want it more.

Oh and how he whispered in my ear it just... I don't know.

God I was such a simp for this psychopath.

But... he's my psychopath.

Was I really gonna choose despair purely for me feeling so in love.

I mean, every time I even considered just thinking about choosing hope, a stronger wave of lust for Taka came over me.

And I could tell it was my own selfishness that caused it, nothing else.

Oh god I just wanted him to be in my arms right now.

I didn't care anymore.

"Okay then! Makoto I saw you try your hardest at filling everyone with hope but, I have a feeling it's not going to be 100% successful, considering you don't know what I said to everyone~" Taka said with a crazed grin on his face.

Ugh, how could you not love that insane bastard.

"So are you ready to vote for hope or despair!~" Taka said.

I looked down at the e-handbook.

"Oh, and by the way, everyone's buttons are different, it's not like all of the buttons you can press for hope is on the left and despair is on the right. So you'll have no idea who's voting who just because of what it says on your handbook~" Taka trailed off.

I sighed slightly then pressed the button that was black and shone the words in red 'DESPAIR!' A few seconds passed.

"Oh would you look at that... the votes are in!~" Taka exclaimed excitedly.

"Well, well, well, such a disappointment," Taka said sadly.

Holy shit was he a good actor.

I knew immediately he was pretending as if no one voted for despair, only I'd know that though cause I did vote for despair... obviously.

I looked around at the podiums to see everyone with confident smiles on their faces, and I didn't realise I held the same expression.

"For all of you! You're all gonna be executed!~" Taka exclaimed, his eyes going wide and a grin creeping onto his face.

Everyone's faces dropped. I kept up with the act.

"W-who?!" Makoto exclaimed.

"T-the only logical person would be M-Mondo!" Toko said immediately pointing fingers.

"Oh. Looks like Mondo wanted me dead after all, I feel betrayed, nevermind, the feeling of despair and betrayal is amazing~" Taka said, sounding lustful.

"No it was actually someone else, naturally I'm not going to say just so you know you've been betrayed but not knowing who by? Most despairing!~" Taka said.

"However, if Mondo knew he'd live then I'm sure there would've been two votes of despair instead of one... maybe," Taka shrugged. "Anyway! It's Punishment time for you all!~" Taka said, sounding crazed. One by one the remaining students got executed.

Other than me.

"Oh Mondo! I can't express how good it feels to be back with you!~" Taka said, wrapping his arms tightly around my neck and leaning backwards so he was excitedly swinging in my neck, which sounds weird but I have no better explanation. Before we could go into more conversation, which I could see Taka was about to do, I quickly kissed him, and he didn't hesitate at all to kiss back. Eventually, we pulled back. "Wow, I knew you were a needy simp but not that much," Taka said laughing slightly. "What can I say... I've missed you," I said shrugging. "Yeah, no shit," Taka shrugged. I was gonna be surprised he swore, then realised he literally ended the world and forced our classmates to kill each other, him swearing doesn't seem so bad.

He then did something that took my breath away.

I found myself being shoved into Takas chair in the trial room and him then pinning me there. He then got on top of me by sitting on my lap and then he kissed me.

I honestly didn't mind it and kissed back. I mean, I did miss him after he supposedly 'died' when we had literally just established the relationship and had barely gotten to do anything. Honestly us making out now actually made a lot of sense.

You know, reuniting with your lover as well as being the first time you get to make out with them.

And it's really easy to ignore the shit he'd done. I mean.

I've had a few shares of breaking the law myself, not to the extent Taka has gone, but that's not the point.

The point is, I'm with my boyfriend again and we're gonna rule the world as evil gays and gonna help 'save it' all for Takas elaborate plan to restore honour on his family name.

I thought that was really smart.

But I think whatever Taka is does is good so.






If this is cringe I apologise-

I wrote this like yesterday at 2 in the morning when I was clearly sleep deprived and laughed at every small thing so-

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