this is a scene from my fave winrina au on twitter. i want to share it with u coz i still can't get over with this hehehe. Its a socmed au so i'll just add narrations. :)
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Winter still cannot believe what happened the night they went drunk. When she did things, and Karina made her feel things. She cannot process everything but one thing is for sure, she is inlove with the older woman and she'll endure everything just to be with her.
So, thinking about that again, the blonde went somewhere alone. Well, in a secluded part of the resort they were in. It was peaceful and the dusk looks so beautiful in the horizon. Winter bear in her mind to bring the older with her sometime before they go back to the city.
karina
hey wer r u?
we'll eat now
The older texted her, and she smiled. Winter replied, she just want to be alone. Maybe, she'll just skip dinner. she wanted to ponder more. Winter wanted everything to be sorted before finally facing the older woman who obviously cannot remember what she had done.
"c'mon rina, let's go" winter said and gently tapping the older's cheek. The blue haired is wasted after the game. gladly, winter just drunk a little for she know things will end up like this. Their friends are all knocked out in the cold floor and some are in the couch. The blonde shook her head lightly and sighed, as she carefully lifted the older. Winter grunted, and successfully carried the drunk woman on her arms and made their way to their room.
Winter's breath hitched when the older's face made its way to her neck. She can feel her breaths, and its tickling the blonde. She closed her eyes, and resisted until they finally reached the room. Winter laid the older gently on the bed, tucking the sheets over her. and even the older is in drunk state, she still looks so pretty.
"stay here, win" the drunk woman said in her sleep, and held winter's hand, who was about to go. "don't leave me" the woman begged, and what happened next suprised Winter big time! the blue haired girl pulled her and grabbed neck, and crashed their lips together. it was a still kiss, but it made winter's world fire fireworks. but before she finally process everything, the woman pulled away, still closed eyes and whispered.
"i love you, win"
winter should be happy. winter should be glad. but she couldn't because she knows. she knows that it really wasn't for her.
karina
who is it, win?
c'mon, let's slap her
Winter chuckled at the reply of the woman to her. you really have no idea, winter mumbled. She was confessing to her-- no, she is lowkey telling the older that she loves her. but the older was really oblivious of what happen and of course to her feelings.
it was you, karina
u kissed me that night
winter knows that the woman will be shocked on the other side. but she still continued until she finally confessed her hopeless love towards the girl.
should i still fight for it?
even though i know right from the start, i will not win
the blonde cannot help but to feel sad. It hurts her. She loves the older so much, but she knows that would not win her heart. for winter knows that in the first place, there was no competition at all because another person already has the older's heart.
winter waited for the older's reply, but the older didnt. that's when realized that she really has no space for the older. that she is just a friend. that she is just her twin's proxy to Karina's heart. She loves her..
karina loves her twin..
and not her.
That night, winter spent her time sitting on the sand and just staring at the the beach, and feeling everything.
karina
yes
fight for it, win
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huhuhu i dunno if i made the right narrations. forgive meeeeee
