Niall Horan Imagines

Still

It's been 2 years since I last saw Niall before he started touring for his new album released. I love the whole album. Sometimes I think some songs there are about me but I doubt that.

"You miss him don't ya?" Harry asked. "Huh?" I acted like I didn't understand what he was trying to say. "Oh (Y/N)! Stop pretending. It's pretty obvious." Harry rolled his eyes.

"I mean. Of course I do. He was my last you know." I sigh. "Did you forgave him or are you still mad at him?" He asked. "I was never mad on him Harold. I was upset." "Then why didn't you gave him a second chance?" He asked again.

"It wasn't easy that time. I was hurt. I cannot believed he cheated on me that time while he was away from me. I thought we're both honest on each other but he wasn't. He promised. He said he wouldn't hurt me but he still did." I said.

Harry came closer to me and gave me a tight hug. "I'm sorry. I know. Niall loves you so much. We all know that but maybe he really just made a mistake that night." "Do you think if ever Niall wants to be with you again, there's a chance?" Harry continued.

I sigh. I don't know what to answer on that. I mean I do want to try again but I'm scared. What if it repeats? How about me? I'll continue to suffer while he's enjoying his life? No that's not fair.

"I-I don't know for now Harold." I sadly replied to him. "Alright, I understand love." He said. "Come on, they're probably looking for us." He added.

We are currently at Liam's house having a little catch up with the group but of course Niall's not here since he's on tour but I actually wished he was here. I wonder what he looked like now in person.

Do he have a girlfriend? Or is he seeing someone at the moment? Does he still love me? Or maybe he forgot about me already. I sigh. I keep thinking about him recently. I wished this could stop.

I grabbed a drink from the kitchen and stayed there for a bit. I closed my eyes for a few minutes for stopping myself to start crying.

'you're just drunk (y/n) stop thinking about him. he don't care about you.' I said to myself.

"Hey. (Y/N)?" That voice is familiar. I slowly opened my eyes only to see none other than Niall Horan. I was so surprised that I wasn't able to reply back.

"Hey." He scratched the back of his head and one hand on his pocket. He's nervous. I just knew it. Why he is nervous anyway? It's just me. "W-What are you doing here? I thought yoi are on tour?" I nervously asked.

He came a little bit closer to me and responded "Yeah I-I am but I'm on month break right now." "Oh Okay." I said. I'm about to leave the kitchen when he suddenly gently grabbed my arms.

I shivered from his touch. It's been a while. Wow. I also can smell his scent. He never changed his perfume. Wow.

I raised my eyebrow waiting for him to talk. "Look, I'm sorry. The group invited me here and they said they won't tell ya I'm here so you would come and we could talk. So i'm asking for your permission. Can w-we talk?" He asked.

I closed my eyes and deeply sighed. "Fine." then I went to the backyard and his following from behind. I sat on the couch near the pool side and he sat on the other edge of the couch.

"What are we going to talk about?" I asked. "Uh how are ya?" He asked. "I'm good thanks." I simply said. "Just go straight to what you're going to say to me."

"I just wanted to say how sorry I am for the mistake I did two years ago. I know sorry isn't enough but I still needed to say it. I've been trying to reach you two months after our break up but you changed your number. I tried to asked for your number with the group, they did gave me but you won't even answer me. So I tried to go on your shows but I don't have the guts to approach you cause I knew you wouldn't want me to be near you." He explained.