Niall Horan Imagines

College Reunion

"Please I don't wanna go to that reunion!" I complain to my best friend, Maddie. "Shut up! I know you want to." She said. I sigh.

The reason why I don't want to go to that reunion is because I don't wanna see Niall. Yes you heard that right. Niall. The one and only Niall Horan. One of the most successful singer right now.

I've known him since highschool. My mom and his mom became best friends because we are neighbors. We went to same school. First year college, he asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes of course.

We graduated together with our squad—Maddie, Harry, Maya, Liam, Louis, Bella. All of us became couple of course. But only me and Niall broke up. After college, summer days. We are all hanging out and talking about our future.

We planned on staying at one big house which I'm glad we made it. We are all now staying at a big house that we work hard. And yes, Niall has a room here. He was still here when we got our dream house.

After my birthday which was on October. Niall suddenly disappeared. He was just gone. The night before he left we were both happy and clingy. I never thought the next morning he was just gonna be gone.

I didn't know what to do. When I found out he left our house, I cried and cried and cried to the point all of them are trying to calm me down. I was shaking so bad.

I spent months locking myself at my room. Self-isolated. Distant myself from everyone even my family. I would just go out to eat, work or get some water.

The squad was always been there. They supported and helped me. I am so glad I am friends with them because they never left my side. Although I never realized that Niall might still contact them that time.

Until now, I'm still struggling to move on from him. I loved that boy. He was my everything. But he is also the reason why I'm broken and fragile. I actually improved few months before this fucking reunion but then I saw on internet Niall with a mystery girl.

I mean I get it. He moved on already. But I was just wishing like "Oh dear Lord please I don't wanna hear anything from him anymore." But that's not gonna happen of course he is fucking famous now.

I never got an explanation why he suddenly left me. us. and our hometown. 2 months before the reunion I saw Maddie's phone and when I saw her text messages. I saw a group chat. I got curious because it was a different one.

We have one with Niall of course but I don't usually send text there. Anyway, then I decided to check it out. When I saw it I froze from my spot. Maddie entered the room and looked so confused on me.

"W-Why. Y-You..." I can't even form a sentence. "What? What happened?" She panicked. I took a deep breath and said "You guys never lost contact with Niall." "I-Uh." She started. She sighs. "Okay fine. Yes we never lost contact with him. We talked to him everyday." She revealed.

"How dare y'all never said anything on me. At least I'm fucking aware yeah?" I said sounding so upset. "Louis and Niall made that decision to not tell you because they knew you will freak out and lose your mind again. Great. Now here is it again." She rolled her eyes.

I remained quiet still trying to process what I just saw. "Harry and I are just gonna go to the mall. Don't do anything stupid." She warned me then kissed my forehead.

For the next few minutes I was just froze from my spot. Thinking about everything. Turns out it's not gonna be awkward for them to meet Niall again since maybe they've been seeing him for a while too.

Oh fuck this group. I threw some things from my desk. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to see him. I sighed. I laid on my bed until I suddenly started crying. This is so hard for me.