Niall Horan Imagines

Self Harm (Request)

Requested by ; RitsaIfigeneia

trigger warning : mention of self-harm, blood ( If you don't want this type of story you may proceed to next chapter :> )

When I was 16 years old, I got bullied from school, My mom doesn't know it. I can keep secrets but all the bruise that my schoolmates & classmates did, i have no idea how to hide it.

Now that I'm 20 years old , I'm doing self harm, like cutting and hurting myself, I have bestfriend, his Niall Horan.

Niall doesn't know about all this shit I do. I don't want him to get angry with me. Like since we are on High School I have a secret crush on him. But I never told anyone about that.

Today, I'm in my room, crying and cuttin' my wrist. It was 11:00pm, My parents are already asleep.

I don't know why I'm crying but it all flashes back, the hates,the bully and the cuts. I don't know what to do, I just wanna die.

I heard a knock on my room. I was confused who is that? No one has my keys on the house execpt my parents and Niall.

"N-Niall?" I was completely shocked.

"Hey- Why are you crying?" He ask concerned staring on my eyes.

"I....aaahhhh.. Nothing." I lied.

"You know you can tell me anything? So tell me:)" He said.

I almost forgot that I was doing cut and my arms are bleeding. Niall scan me from head to toe. He was shocked when he saw my arms.

"(Y/N)?! W-What is this? You are hurting yourself?" He ask while his eyes are teary and wants to cry.

"I'm sorry, Ni. The only thing that can heal my problems are these. No one loves me, they bullied me. You? I don't know why you are always there beside me. You are suppose to have a girlfriend and guy bestfriends beside, Harry & Louis." I said while tears streaming down my cheeks

"(Y/N)? You know I love you right? Can I ask you for something?" He asks. "Yeah Sure." I said in a weak voice.

"Stop this okay? I hate seeing you hurting yourself. And can I tell you a secret?" He said. "Okay I promise!:) what secret it is?" I ask

"You are my bestfriend right?" He said

"Yep? Why?". I said

"I'm inlove with my bestfriend." He said

I was about to tell something but he suddenly kissed me. Then he pulled away, and smiled. He then said "i love you so much (Y/N)."

"I-I love you too." I said then looked at the floor. He then put this hands on my chin and pulled up, So now I was looking at his beautiful blue eyes.

"Can you be my girlfriend?" He ask nervously. I just nod. He then jump because of happiness.

"Shhhhh Ni, My parents are sleeping." I said while small laugh escape my mouth. "You're cute when you giggle." He said.

"Now come here." He said and pulled me on my bathroom. "What are we doing here?" I ask. "I'm going to clean my girlfriend's arms." He said with a smirk.

"Okay okay." I said and laugh.

The next day, We told are parents that we are now no longer bestfriends but in a relationship. They are all so happy for us. The next thing we did before we slept was to cuddle and watched movie.

( A / N ) ;
Heyyy guyss !!! Another Update ! I'm really bored , so I decided to make my own imagine ! I hope you will love it !!!

Ohhh I just wanna say ,
Nerd Niall (Part 7)  will be the last part ... Ughhhhh so sad 😢😂

Anyway, I have to go now !!! I'll update soon again !! Luff you 😘😘

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All the love, K.