Scared to Fall

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Niall's POV
She was great to me but I'm so mad at her. I'm scared that my feelings for her will go continue. I know she doesn't like me, So All I need to do is to hate her. I want to forget my feelings for her.

Everytime I saw her trying to hold her tears, I feel like someone stab me. I really really hate to see her cry because of me.
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Y O U
Why he's so angry at me? I didn't do anything. He always shout on me with no reason. I'm so tired of this.

I really don't know why I said yes to Harry to come with them on tour. I want to go home now. It really hurts.

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"(Y/N) are you okay?" Harry ask. "Yeah, Yeah I'm fine." I said with a fake smile.
I don't really feel to talk to anyone. Especially Niall.

I hate him but I love him.

"Can you go to room? Your so annoying.!" Niall said and rolling his eyes. "Oh yeah, sorry. I'll leave." I said.
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"Why did you do that?!" Louis said. "What?" I ask. "To (Y/N)! She was just trying to be nice to you but yet you keep her pushing away from me." Louis said

I stayed quiet. "I know you like her. Right?" He ask. I nod. I didn't realize I revealed my secret.

"Then why are you like that to her?" He ask once again. "I don't know., I'm trying to forget my feeling fo her because I know she doesn't like me." I explained.

"Guys! We have a problem." Liam shouted. "What?" Louis said. "(Y/N) is..." Harry said in a shaky voice. "(Y/N) is what?!" I ask

"She's gone. She's not at her room." Harry said. "What? It's alredy 12:00am. Where the heck is her? It is so danger outside especially she's a girl." Louis said.

"We need to find her." I said
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Y O U
I left the apartment. I didn't tell anyone. I don't want to. I want them to be happy without me. For sure, they all looking for me, exepct Niall.

I don't know where to go but I'm crying. I'm so done. I don't want to come back tho.

I found an abandoned park. I sat under the tree watching the lake. I don't really know why he did that to me.
Even though he hurt me, I still love him.

"S-So your here?" I heard a voice. I recognised that voice. Niall.
"W-What are you doing here?" I ask trying to sound fine.

"I came here to find you and say something." He said then looking into my eyes. I looked away and said "What? Going to yell at me again?"

"N-No. Not like that." He said "Then what?! What Niall?." I said
"I'm sorry, I don't really hate you to be honest. I was just trying to push myself away from you because I like you." He explained.

"Please look at me." He said. I shook my head. "Please. (Y/N)." He said. I didn't utter a word. Until he hold my chin to force me to look at him.

"Listen, I love you okay?. I'm sorry for all the things I told you. That truth is all what I said is not true. You are beautiful, funny and kind. I'm sorry. Please forgive me." He said

"O-Okay, but If you do it again, I'll never going to forgive you." I said. "D-Do you love me? Because the boys keep telling you like me." He ask. "I guess so" I said

He suddenly hugged me. "I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you." He said then peppering my face with kisses.

"C'mere." He said then tapping his lap. I sat on his lap while listening to his heartbeat. "Princess?" He ask. "Yeah?" "I'm really sorry for everything. Please don't hate me." He said

"Ofcourse I don't hate you but I'm kinda still upset on you." I said and playfully rolling my eyes.

We loved each other and that's important. He may said bad things to me but in the end he admitted he love me. I love him and he knows that. He love me and I know that.

( A/N ) :
Hey guys ! New update ! I'm really bored so I decided to make a new imagine :)

I'm sorry if it is bad :( ✌️ I wrote this on the spot right now.

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All the Love, K.

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