Niall Horan Imagines

Thankful

I wasn't that type of girlfriend who's clingy and very showy to my partner. I get it now why some of — or maybe all — his fans hates me and wants me to leave or break up with Niall.

I knew they're very smart and they inspect everything. I remember before I met Niall, obviously I was a big fan, I knew how the fandom works.

Literally can hack the security cameras at the aiport just to see the boys and what in the heaven they're doing. As well in hotels. This proves how powerful they are and how smart they are.

So thinking of it, they might also give Niall reasons to leave me or how I'm not good for him. At the some point I understand why his fans are very protective to Niall.

Imagine they've knew and saw how Niall's past relationships went. Those exes hurt him and now his fans only want what's best for him.
This is one of the reason why Niall really loves and trust his fandom.

That made me think, am I worth it? Do I really deserve Niall? Why did he choose me?

So many questions are going inside my brain that I really wanted to ask Niall. I groaned from frustration and decided to lay my head at the couch.

"Are ya alright petal?" Suddenly Niall appeared to the living room. I looked at him and examine him from head to toe. He raised his eyebrow. "Oh you're thinking aren't ya?"

I shooked my head. I quickly avoided his gaze. Niall knew me so damn well. He can literally read my mind and he knows how exactly I overthink everything.

Niall approached me and sat beside me pulling me gentle to him to give me a hug. I sighed. "You're still thinking of it yeah?" I looked up to him and remained silent.

"I told ya don't listen to them. Although I love my fans so much you're my priority. Not everything they says are true. You and I, We both know that you are different from what they're throwing at the internet."

"B-But I-" "Petal.. don't ever doubt yourself. It makes me upset that you're feeling that way. I feel like sometimes I don't really deserve the love you are giving to me." He interrupted me.

And since I didn't utter a word he continued, "You changed me to become a better person (Y/N). You were there during my darkest days, even during the best days of my life, you're always there beside me — to support me. I may not told ya this before but I am very thankful you came in my life. I do understand you're not that clingy person but I don't mind. You know I'm bad at communicating when it comes to relationships and yet here you are. You never left me instead you supported me."

"Please, petal. Don't ever think that I'm going to leave you just because of what people's opinions about you. I know you very well, they don't know everything about you. You don't need to prove something to them because to be honest ya didn't do anything wrong." He continued.

I didn't realize I was starting to tear up. He quickly cupped my face and stared at my eyes. A small smiled appeared on his face then he quickly peck my lips.

"Thank you (Y/N). I promise you I won't hurt you. I will not let them hurt you. I love you so much petal." I smiled at him and hugged him tightly.

Instead of talking I leaned and kissed him passionately. "I love you too Niall."

"Padayon petal." He added. I nodded and cuddled with him.

We continue watching the movie I was watching before he entered the living room. With Niall's assurance it made me boost my confidence and that there's nothing I need to worry about.

Just hearing Niall say how thankful he is that I came in his life and how much he loves me is enough for me to never leave the love of my life.

To anyone who will ask what Padayon means. It's a Filipino word; Padayon - it means "to continue" or "to keep on fighting"

I hope you're doing alright! Have a great day <3

All the Love, E.