Niall Horan Imagines

Letting Go (Part 2)

Niall's POV

"Mate!!!!" Harry shouted. "Hiya Harold! You're early today huh?" I teased. "Hell yeah! It's a little reunion and I'm excited." I nodded and smiled at him.

We are here in my house. The lads decided to hangout Friday night. I immediately said yes. It's been a while since I was able to hangout with the four of them.

After the break-up with (Y/N), I kinda lost connection with Louis, Liam and Zayn. I kept contact with Harry obviously since we're making music together.

But it kinda feel weird that after I lost (Y/N), I also felt like I lost my 4 best friends too. I didn't know exactly why but it just happened. Maybe it's my fault tho. I pushed my loved ones away.

Slowly, they're coming one by one. When we're already complete we started talking at my living room and just chilling.

There's a 10 minutes awkward silence then Louis spoke up. "Why we acting like this? Loosen up!" Everyone chuckled. I scratched the back of my head and decided to talk.

"Uh...I just want to apologize for disappearing to ya. I knew ya are upset with me because of what I did with (Y/N) and to you mates. I honestly don't know what was I thinking when I did that."

"No need to say that Neil. We understand but atleast tell us what happened? why it suddenly ended?" Louis asked.

"I don't know. I think I meant what I said that I fell out of love. I mean we barely see each other and we're both busy with our own careers and the communication suddenly stopped. I suddenly started ignoring her and then I went to a lot of parties and acted like I'm single again. Maybe I was crazy but I don't know. I don't want to hurt her more so I decided to end it the minute I went home." I explained.

I heard them sighed so I looked down avoiding everyone's gaze. "You know mate you did a huge mistake. I understand your reasons but don't you think it's unfair to (Y/N)'s part? You're not the only one in that relationship, you're both on it so I think she atleast deserve to decide to no?" Liam said.

I remained silent. How can I answer that? He has a point. "Have you seen her?" Zayn suddenly asked. I was hesitant to answer but I said "No. It's been a year. The last time I saw her when she walked out of here."

"I don't know if you know this but she's not doing any better. I never opened up this topic cause I know you want to avoid it but I just want to let you know she's not doing good. She's very stubborn and won't listen to anyone anymore. Barely eats anything. Lock herself in her house." Harry said.

And that's when I looked up and stare at him. Thinking he's just joking around but he kept a straight and serious face. I took a deep sighed. "Guess I fucked up real good." I bitterly laughed.

"Look mate I know you're dating Hailee now and you don't give a shit to (Y/N) anymore-" "That is not true." I interrupted Louis. He gave me an apologetic look and continued.

"What I mean is you don't care anymore because you've got a new girlfriend but I suggest you talk to her. End your relationship properly. She deserves an explanation. You don't need to go back to her but she needs a closure Niall. She can't keep forward if deep inside she thinks you'll still comeback to her. For the sake of her health and your peace too, talk to her. We'll help you. We'll be there."

After Louis said, I was back on my clouded thoughts. Thinking of it, I didn't actually gave her an explanation. I still love her but we can't be together again anymore. I love Hailee now and that's the truth.

"Ok I'm up for it." I agreed. Louis patted my back and said "Harry's going to call her and I think it's the best if we go to my place so she went suspect anything."