Stiles Stilinski Imagines

Not Your Fault

"Allison!!"

Everything feels like it's moving in slow motion. I quit fighting the Oni surrounding me. I look to my left and I feel my heart drop, my eyes immediately stinging with tears. I drop my weapon and get ready run over to Allison but Scott beats me to her. I watch as Scott talks to the love of his life, perhaps for the last time. Tears run down my face. I don't even notice the Oni disappearing. I hear Scott sob and yell. I shut my eyes tightly, hoping this is all a dream.

After what feels like forever, I feel a hand touch my arm and I jump. My eyes open and I see Scott with red and puffy eyes.

"We can't give up right now. We have to fight. For her." He give a soft look. "And for Stiles." I nod wiping my tears.

I head over to pick up my weapon and look back to him. "Let's finish this."

•••

"Hey." I say, walking up to Stiles who his sitting by himself in one of the chairs towards the front, where Allison's body lies in the casket.

I take a seat beside Stiles and he still stares blankly forward. I rest my hand on his and his eyes finally meet mine. "You okay?" I ask softly.

He gulps and nods slowly. I give him a look and he brings his hands up to rub through his hair, ruining the gelled look he did.

He suddenly stands and quickly starts walking. "Don't give me that look." He mutters.

"Wha- Stiles?" I get up and hesitantly follow. "I know you're not okay but I want you to know it's fine. It's okay to be sad and to show it."

He abruptly stops. "This is the second death that's my fault."

"That's not tr-"

"My mom and now Allison." He looks back at Allison's casket before quickly looking away. "My mom blamed me for her dementia and death and now I killed Allison-"

"Hey. You're mom was sick and the Oni killed Allison. They aren't your fault."

"Yes they are!" Stiles finally looks at me. I notice the pain in his eyes. "Mom even told me! And yeah the nogitsune used my body but it was still me, y/n! I let him take my body and use it to kill someone. And now Scott lost his first love."

"You can't believe that. You can't. It'll wreck you." I take a hold of his hand. "No one thinks you killed her, Stiles. No one. And Scott will find someone. He'll probably get married and have a beautiful family. Because the nogitsune killed Allison, that doesn't stop anyone else from living their lives, especially not Scott. He's strong. You're strong. Strong enough to believe this wasn't your fault." I give him a look.

He sighs and a tear falls. I raise my hand up, wiping away the tear, he leans into my hand.

"Thank you." Stiles softly whispers.

"Of course. I'll always be here for you."

this was crap lololololol i'm sorry