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I made myself get out of bed today, Dearly Beloved.

I don’t know what got into me, but it was a wonderful feeling.

Mainly because I had a dream with you.

You were with me.

Beside me.

Loving me.

Saying all you wanted was for me to be happy.

That, made me infinitely happy.

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Matt called.

He said he wasn’t coming.

I felt sad for some reason.

He always makes me smile.

He makes me laugh.

And he makes me do something.

He makes me feel useful.

He wants me to be happy.

He wants me to be happy like I was with you.

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Today I asked mom to turn on the radio.

The music that came on was one that brought back memories.

Memories of you

And I realized that no matter how happy I was, you would always be a part of me.

A part that penetrates deeply into my heart and soul.

A part of me I can never let go of even if I tried.

Even if I wanted to.

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