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Oh Dearly Beloved,
How do I even explain my joy?
Matt has been my guide.
He has shown me so much.
I feel in love, Max.
I feel like I’m in the clouds and I don’t want to come down.
I’m so high in the sky and I’m soaring higher than I ever have.
Matt has given me so much to appreciate.
He never wants me to forget you.
He never wants me to stop loving you.
You were after all my first love.
And Matt claims he wants to make me happy.
I want Matt to love me.
I want him to show me another way of loving without being hurt again.
Somehow I know he’s going to teach me soon.
He comes by almost every day and he doesn’t even have to.
The fact I can have him spend time with me makes me infinately happy.
He’s different max he’s sensitive and he’s simple.
He’s funny and sweet.
He says that my eyes glow red in the sunlight.
I don’t remember the gleam of my eyes.
I don’t even remember the face of my mom and dad.
But one thing is for sure max I will NEVER forget your gorgeous face.
I will never forget the last seconds spent by your side.
Those memories are the best things I have In my life.
And I love that you left protecting me.
I still wish I could go back and save you before you even had the chance to think about saving me.
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Mom informed me the doctors have told her that I might have a chance to get my sight back.
I felt happy but I wasn’t even sure if I did want my sight back.
Having it back means I will have to go back and see the world.
What if it’s empty?
What if I don’t like it?
What if I can’t have the joy I had, back?
What if I’m not happy with it back?
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Dearly Beloved
RomanceMeet, Ezra. A teen who's been waiting for her Dearly Beloved to take a look at her. She's been in love for years but now that he's finally begun to talk to her, her hopes are beginning to emit. His pain accompanies her and she knows how he feels bec...
