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I tried so hard, but I dont know if I was traumatized or what it was but no matter how much force I put into opening my eyes I couldn't do it.
My eyes would not open.
My heart was skipping beats.
And the tears were flowing, even though it was involuntarily.
The doctor said it was normal.
But why didn't Matt react the same way?
Why was it just me?
I could do nothing.
Impotence wasn't close to what I fell.
I couldn't even do a simple thing such as open my damn eyes.
I felt stupid!
I felt horrible.
I'd never ever felt like this.
Dearly Beloved what happened?
You promised you'd watch over me?
What is this?
What is it?
I simply broke down.
And I felt dizzy.
I felt lightheaded.
And after that all I remember seeing was darkness.
I felt like I was falling into a black hole.
A hole I couldn't get out.
And it was consuming me completely.
It was overpowering and I didn't fight it, not that I even could anyways.
I let it take over me.
Maybe it was just a simple act of stupidness.
Of indignation.
Whatever it was, it completely trapped me.
It trapped me like a hunter traps its prey.
It taunted me like a bully taunts its victim.
And I let it overpower me like a child who can do absolutely nothing to protect themselves.
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Dearly Beloved
RomanceMeet, Ezra. A teen who's been waiting for her Dearly Beloved to take a look at her. She's been in love for years but now that he's finally begun to talk to her, her hopes are beginning to emit. His pain accompanies her and she knows how he feels bec...
