Dearly Beloved

--> Fourteen

Later that night you came by and picked me up.

It had taken me hours to convince mom to let me go.

She abided under the rule that you bring me back by nine.

You seemed happy with it and had said the movie would end at about eight.

It was 5:30ish when you picked me up.

I was ready at 3:00.

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You said your mom had let you borrow the car.

You also stated, she said it was only for you

I laughed. I don't doubt it.

Good. You shouldn't. Then you reached for my hand and gave it a squeeze.

Max keep your eyes on the road.

After all my happiness was complete.

Ezzy...

I looked at you with a warm smile.

I can't believe I have you. You are so amazing. I just cannot believe I never knew you liked me. Since when Ezzy?

Since the first day I saw you, Max. Who wouldn't love you at first sight?

I had never been so honest in my life.

Ezzy, no matter what happens you will always be the first girl I truly love. These past few months you've shown me nothing but love. And that's something I've never ever experienced, till I met you.

My heart sank deeper and deeper with every word you said. Your sincerity made me want to scream at the world and hug you and never let you go.

I reached over and kissed your cheek. I had other intentions, but your view on the road made me control myself.

I clenched on to your hand and laid my head on the car seat.

I felt such a tranquility it felt like a dream.

My favorite song came on the radio, this made my calmness feel more surreal. And every word I heard reminded me of you and I smiled widely. I love you, Ezzy.

Suddenly there was a screech and a beep and a crash and my head went forwards with a bang.

I still felt the warmth of your hand in mine and no intentions did I have of letting go.

I came closer to you and lay there on your chest.

After that I remember nothing except a clamor of voices. My mind spun and I slept with you.

All I knew was that I wasn't letting you go for the world Dearly Beloved.

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