Mutt ~GxG~

Chapter 6

WHOO I AM ON A ROLL!!!

I left the cafeteria in a daze. So far, at this school I was pulling off a bold and prideful affect that sent people shaking in their boots. Ok well not people, just the leopard pride. Still pretty impressive though. The only times I broke this facade was when she came along. She was the cause and the effect was most likely going to be riddicule. I couldn't allow that.

But at the same time, I wanted it. Her every word made goosebumps rise on my arms. Her every touch sent shivers down my spine. Every look that I snuck only to see her eyes already apon me made my entire existance worth it. She made me want to run away and into her arms at the exact same time, why am I like this? She made me want to do sinful acts with her above me, she made me want to both explore and settle down, she made me think that all those years of pain, both mental and physical, was worth it as I got to meet her, as I got to hear her suave voice, as I got to feel her gentle touch, as I got to be in her very existance. I adored her.

And at the same time I hated her.

She made me seem weak, like someone who couldn't do anything without piggybacking off her lover. She made me seem small in comparison to her, who radiated power. She made me feel like those years of lessons learnt by pain and suffering were never worth it, as I still would stand in her shadow. She made me feel inferior to her incrediblility. She was so much and I was so little. I despised it.

 I had now evaluated my situation and I scoured my brain for answers, not at all satisfied when I realized I was stuck between a rock and a hard place. I had two options

To submit

or To reject.

What to do? If I submited I would always be in her shadow. I would seem weak and complient which is something I've been doing everything I could to avoid being. 

But then again, what if I rejected her? She was the only thing in my future that I could be certain would be there if I accepted her. The thought of losing her made my wolf howl mourningly, my cat yowl at me angrily just for the very thought. It made my eagle fret nervously, flapping her wings as a sign of fight or flight. It made my bear even more unfriendly and stern. Sure, I could end up being rejected if I told her but- I froze.

What if she found out? If I accepted I would have to be a luna of a pride and even a pride accepting enough to have a female alpha might not be accepting of a mutt luna. She might even reject me if she found out. 

Why couldn't life be easier? I realize I've just walked past the autiorium when I bumb into someone.  "Shit!" I call out as I fall. I get up and look at who I just bumped into. "Shit sorry." I scratch my head as I look for who I bumped into.

"Nah It's ok." I look up to see a tall, southeast asian looking guy. He had a mix of golden and black hair messily ruffled in a boyish style. "The name's Kallum by the way." he grins. I keep my face impassive as I say

"Bridgette" While most people would turn around instantly, he stayed. His grin had died down to a mischevious smirk. 

"What brings you to these parts." He says in a feux western accent. I nod my head over to the auditorium. "Kinda overshot, eh?" he asks, his accent gone.

"Just a bit." I mutter. He laughs.

"Well I know ya didn't ask but I'm a TA. Know where-" He takes a look at a sheet of paper in his hands. "Room 385 is?"

No, not really but the way I usually go is "Down the hall to the right." He nods and walks off, before swinging his head over his shoulder and yelling

"Thanks Bridgette" God people tire me.

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It's the last period of the day. Fucking Finally. I stalk into the music room where I played the clarinet and prepared for lessons when Mrs. Ava walks in with a familiar face. How did I not notice, he asked where 385 was. God I'm dumb. "Everyone this is Mr. Bacunawa. He's to be my TA so I hope you all show him the same respect you show me." He grins at us and winks and sends half the girls swooning, as well as a couple of guys. Mrs. Ava walks out of the room to check on the percussionists in the next room over. 'Mr. Bacunawa' walks around intoducing himself, causing girls and guys alike to fawn over him. When he finally makes his way to me, he smirks. 

"Who would've thought." 

"Me If I wasn't dumb" He laughs causing jealous looks to be thrown my way. God I am making enemies right and left. Or was the expression left and right. I don't know anymore. 

"Anyways, I'm a lone leopard cat shifter, I'm 24 and as you should know, the names Kallum"

"Mhm, can I play my clarinet now?" he laughs again

"Alright see you around, Bridgette." The fact that he knew my name sent shocked and jealous looks my way. 

Why do people exist?

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It was the end of the day and Guel had yet to pick me up yet. Today had been exhausting and I'm pretty sure Sophie had been ignoring me. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and opened Pokemon GO, but not before looking around and making sure no one was watching. I might be a geek but I wasn't gonna be open about it. I browzed the area, sent my friends(Zoe and Guel) some gifts and caught a sucky shellder. There was a ho-oh raid going on but I wasn't gonna lose my few revives with nothing coming out of it. 

I sudenly felt a head land on my shoulder and look over at my phone. I turn around to see Sophie looking at me with a huge grin on her face. She silently grabs her phone out of her coat (it's like May, she's just fucking weird like that) and shows me her trainer code. I similar grin stretches out on my face as I scan it. "Send me a gift, I need some potions before this raid." And I did. We spent the rest of the time before my brother came bragging about our pokemon and battling gyms in the area. We didn't end up beating the raid but I got something else out of those revives. Pokemon GO sent me a message as if saying the same thing.

Sophieevee and you are now Great Friends.