Crazy Beautiful Life

Day 35 of 365

So 300 more days of this year

Oh today sucked

I got up I think late I don't remember

And then I checked my phone and my heart sank and I literally awwed out loud

I got a good morning beautiful text from devlin it really made my day. So then I went to social studies and did nothing I don't remember but I wore my hair in a Pony tail

Woo

And then in Turkish we learned about food

And in computers me and lizzie played mash and her life is always better than mine!

So then at lunch we were all talking about school and stuff and I asked Mia questions mostly to include her and then at recess the teacher kept telling us not to lean on the bars

Like niggah, I'm not gonna break my mother fucking arm if I touch it.

So then in math it was fine until I sat back down after bellwork, I did get it and I got anxiety because in English she makes me go up in class for bellwork. And I died, my stomach hurt I wanted to cry I was just totally done. So after mathbi went to the clinic and called my grandma and I look out the window into the hallway and the new kid is staring right at me!!!!!! Fuck the fuckity fuck u

So then I went to the front office and it's fun in there and I calmed down and my grandma came and said all I do is fake it and that everything is may fault and I told her I'm scared to talk in class and she said I need to get over it

So then we came home and I went to the bathroom and just chilled there and then I watched the interview for the third time and talked to mady and devlin because mady didn't go to school and devlin gets out of school earlier. So then I made 50 cupcakes and now I'm sitting on the kitchen floor.

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