Day 4 of 365

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Hello people

Last night sucked balls don't ask

I made another instagram account so I can complain about life and no one can know who it is.

Corbin hates me now. I saw it coming don't say you told me so...

This morning I woke up at like 11 and got packed and ready. And then I went to the gas station and then to my Turkish teachers house where we didn't really do anything.

Then we loaded up the car and went to this lake . Then and all the ride was fun just me and km kaija with some others that aren't important enough. And when we got there and our cabin wasn't ready so we waited. And then they cleaned it and I was so hungry but I can't eat . Something tells me not to eat.
Don't fucking eat
Don't you dare eat

I have no problem with not eating

And then everyone was like so fucking annoying. And kaija is sad and yeah.

And then I set up my bed, and its a bunk bed.

I won't cut tonight

I promise

Lol no I don't

Now we're waiting for dessert and tea and then I'll lay in bed so I don't have to think about why the fuck I want to die.

Why I want to cut

Why I'm not good enough

Why I'm me

Ughhh fuck the world

1/4/15 6:21PM

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