Day 3 of 365

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I might get my phone taken away in like 5 minutes because I'm going to bed.

Yeah its only 6 but I'm tired of the bullshit. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

Today I woke up at 2 and did my makeup and ate and brushed my hair and then talked to mia and corbin and mady. There we go. Then my grandma got mad because I put the wrong trash bag in the trash can. Then she made me put curtains up. But I couldn't because I'm too short so she got mad at me again. So then she pushed the curtains in my hand and I almost fell off the step stool so I yelled at her to stop but that's not okay. So mow she's mad because I'm the one that almost fell.

I hate the way people are. I don't want to live here if I'm not going to be treated like I should. And you're gonna think I'm just stupid and wring. But I'm not. I fucking just give up. I want TO DIEEEE why can't people understand that words hurt and people hate it.

I'll go take a bath, get in trouble and then Cut because that's all I know how to do with my prblems and then GO TO BED

But I'll get in trouble for that too?

But I found a really nice blade ut it's dirty so I can't use it >. <

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