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I didn't update because. ... I thought I did and I went to rest and then I would eat but I ended up falling asleep

So yesterday I got up a little later than I wanted and mady went home and then I got ready and went to the Turkish place where we all meet and I was a bit late.... and a sixth grader forgot to come, but no one made a big deal out of it. And other people had excuses so I'm not mad at that. So then we danced and I was so tired and didn't feel like doing anything and I felt like crying every time she called me out.  So then right before we left we ate but I only had yogurt and it was really good and the rest didn't look good at all.

So then my grandma picked me up and we ran errands and then she took me out to eat but I wasn't hungry but I didn't want to tell her I wasn't hungry so I ate a lot of it. So now I feel sick right?

Okay so I get a snapchat from devlin saying I should go to the roller rink tonight. And I already wasn't feeling it a d I was tired and just no... so we went home and rhen Rachael wanted to go. So we went and rachael was so tired at around 7:00 and me and devlin mostly hung out with his friends and sat in the back of the building and other stuff ;))))))) lol but I cut my wrist more than a little bit and I kept pulling my sleeves down and he asked why, and tbh it's a habit for me and my cuts so I said it's a habit...

And then I had to leave then I went home and took a bath because my feet hurt and swelled from my skates and rhen I went to get something to eat but I wanted to rest a little bit and I ended up falling asleep

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