Crazy Beautiful Life

Day 23 of 365

Today was crummy

God what an idiot I am

I'm expecting it

I always expected it

What a fuck up I am

So today I went to school and my grandma was so anyone and I hung with lizzie and then went to social studies and planned out the rest of my year, kind of.

So then in Turkish everyone was making a big deal out of my 50-elli sign and I felt good about it. Idrk...

In computers I did this lame count down thing and then organized my desktop

At lunch I just was excited for nothing. And when we go to six flags. If I go.

I really want to, but my Turkish competition is around the same time as it.

So then in umm I think I had math? And we did a test and I totally flunked it. I guessed on literally every single on and starting reading the fourth book to the divergent series. Oh yes baby

So then science we did a test and I didn't even bother so I just did random names of people can got 3/10 so yeah.... and I had to read out loud and I seriously was so scared and blehhh

In English we did the same thing but I just spaced out the whole time sooo

And after school I came home, got cozy and fell asleep for like 2 hours and then I moved to our other recliner and slept for like 2-3 hours and then my neighbor and her mom came over to discuss school situations and then Rachael and I played this driving game and then this monkey game on her Kindle fire HD I think

And then they left so I put the dishes away and cleaned my room and thennnnnn I got paint for my science project and painted candles and words onto the poster board.

My grandma gives me my phone at night thinking I won't use it, wrongggg

A And tomorrow is a busy day because

8:00 am, wake up

10:00 am tukish meeting

1:00pm home

Then I have to do like 5 big things at home with my grandma like for school and my room.

So I went on my phone right and I shouldn't be saying this because us stupid but I am stupid

USGEBD HD GSJSHS I can't explain it without getting mad.

Good fucking night I'm sorry I'm such a cowardly screw up...