I'm just so tired
Of
Living
Of
Being me
So today
Fucking greatest day ever
Not
I talked to Tatum most of my day
She's pretty cool when she's not around a whole bunch of happy go lucky people.
And Andrea told me stuff and I got depressed and Mia and everyone just I feel it's everyone against me
So yeah
And then I'm not good enough
U
Lied
Just tell me u don't like me
I already know you don't
And then I started my suicide note
And then mady texted me and told me that we should go roller skating and I was like yeah and then I continued writing my suicide note and then trashed this noelia chick at my school because she can't keep her Fucking mouth shut
So I did chores, and showered and cut like everywhere and then she changed plans like alot so I was just like
N
No
Nop
Nope
So then I ate a little and now I'm just stuck
What do I do
I just want to die
No, I have no regrets because it was worth it
Why can't I just die
I'm sorry
I'm not taking as many pills as I want because I'm scared of it not working and then I throw up and go to the hospital and then everyone knows I wanna die and blah blah blah
If we had a gun at our house I would do that
Maybe
Nvm I shouldn't say anything
And kaija snap chatted me from madys phone, fuck u very much
I Just don't know
1/17/15 7:21PM
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