A fresh start
Today was actually really shitty
Everyone but kaija left and I was stuck with a huge mess. And i had to clean the guinea pig cage and it was really gross and I started like gagging and kaija left so my grandma was bitching at me... all day
"Gabby, clean ur mess, ur so rude"
"You were so mean to me last night like I don't know"
Blah blah blah
So I cleaned my room that everyone fucked up and then did dishes and then my grandma went to sleep so I watched youtube. And i thought I was stupid for avoiding mia so I texted her and I missed her alot. So we talked and then I snapchatted mady and lizzie and did dolphin noises. And then downloaded some typical panic at the disco music and the needed a shower so I took one and guess how pathetic I am
Really fucking pathetic
Because I cut like 20 times and then got out and layed on the floor and listening to music talking to people.
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Last night
I felt very low and depressed and I like said some thing but everyone kinda didn't care so I gave up and then remembered that the people they were talking to hate me and kaija confirmed it so yeah. And then I put in DM some stuff and it was really funny.
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Okay so last night we were talking, italics is me bold is me
You should stop liking me
Y
Because I'm not worth it
Ur pretty fucking perfect, I've been waiting forever to hear you talk to me, notice me and (I said more)
Stop liking me
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It's not that easy
Now I'm laying down so yay
Thay picture was what I put in DM
1/2/15 10:58 PM
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Non-FictionThis is my journal, nothing special, I've written one before, you should read it. Umm if you dont like the negative things in life, I don't suggest this. But i encourage you to read it. Get a different out look on life, another perspective. My name...
